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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 67 Joined: 19-August 05 Member No.: 1,093 ![]() |
I'ts been 5 days since my cat Diapey died. My apartment is a total mess. But I don't want to vacuum because it will suck up her cat hair and I feel like it will be "erasing" her from ever being here. And I don't want to wash the blanket on top of my bed because I think that too will be wiping her away. If I wash the blanket and vacuum, what's left here of her?! Does anyone else feel like that?
I'm supposed to go on vacation with friends a week from tomorrow and I just don't think I'll be up for it. Should I make myself go? Any recommendations? If I don't go, how do I explain this to my friends without sounding like a crazy person? And it really sucks to to wake up in the morning, and as soon as I open my eyes, my heart just sinks. I don't even have to think about her; my heart is so heavy. Thanks for listening again. And I am sorry to all those who have lost their pets too. -Tammy |
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 67 Joined: 19-August 05 Member No.: 1,093 ![]() |
it's not gross. I still cant bring myself to clean up the vomit in my closet; it doesn't stink either because I had picked up what I could and then poured stuff on it to let it soak . But I just can't do it yet.
-Tammy |
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