Good morning Mr Trevor-Forever

you are the most beautiful cocker spaniel who ever lived. You taught us so many things - some that we are just learning now. You are surely one of God's saints sent to your mom to grace her heart and soul - and your light shone into my heart SO brightly. Please be with me today as I travel across the state to visit Bobbie's (and my) dad. There's lots of snow so I'm scared to go but I have to. Just like you, often scared -- but never lonely after Bobbie became your mom.

I love you Beautiful Baby.

XOXO

Auntie Jeannie

Hello my beautiful boy, Trevor!

Oh! How I miss you every day, but am so glad you are safe and warm in Heaven while all this terrible weather has been pummeling us here on Earth. No one has been immune from the cold and snow.....no one.

How are you doing, my little one? I see your picture all over the house and even have some of your comforters down the basement. I moved them a bit today and that brought back all sorts of memories of the good and even the not-so-good times we had. You will always be the most inspiring doggie in my life. You loved me and I loved you like no other. Please have a good time in Heaven with all your friends and relatives....have this every day.

I love you so very much, Trevor, and always will. Thank you for coming and staying into my life. I will be forever grateful!

I LOVE YOU, TREVOR!
XO mommy XO

I hope your baby and mine are in heaven together. I am having another wave of grief this morning for our dog Anna. I went to put some of Anna's toys away and my husband asked me to leave them in her basket a little longer. Of course!!!! It's been less than a week since she left us. it hurts so much.

Hi Trevor-Forever

I'll be coming to your old house in just a few weeks. There I will feel you spirit SO strongly. I love you Trevor-baby, even though I only met you once. You do miracles for you mommie's spirit. You two not only shared a doul, you shared a heart and a mind. I think this might be the only time this has happened on earth.

I love you Trevor-forever.

XOXOXOOXOXOXOXOXOXOOXX

Your auntie Jeannie

Good morning Mr Trevor-Forever,

Just a few short days and I will be at your house!! I'm just writing to thank you for rescuing your mommie and giving her so much love. You are a lesson to all of us that no matter how we try to crush it, the spirit of love and care, love is stronger than anything in this universe. That's because the Good Shepherd IS love.

Have a fun day.

Auntie Jeannie

Good morning to you, Mr Most-Beautiful-Dog-In-The-World!

You have made the world a more beautiful, gentler place by your coming to it. You have touched the hearts of everyone who ever met you. I'm so happy I got to meet you - it is a privilege I'll never forget.

Please have a wonderful time today in the Perfect World - and, with your special beautiful heart, encourage the new arrivals. Let them know the there is a Good Shepherd there who loves and cares for them all.

Thank you Baby Dog.

I love you ... forever.

XOXOXOXOXOOX

Your auntie Jeannie

Oh Trevor, your mommie has become very very sick. Would you please help organize a prayer hum for her today. Rufus and gretta will help. Bring all your brothers and cousins and ALL your friends in the Perfect World and go to the feet of the Good Shepherd and each pray in your own words: hum, purr, cheep, whistle, moo, whinny, grunt - whatever sound they make. The Good Shepherd will hear your prayer of pleading for her life. Shoe loves you more than anything or anyone else in the univers - except God.

Thank you baby Trevor.

Auntie Jeannie

Sweet Trevor, we all are so sad to hear that your mommy is real sick. Mickey and his sisters and cousins join the prayer hum and ask the Good Lord to heal her.

God Bless your whole family,

Auntie LoveMyMickey XO

Sweet anad gentle Trevor-Forever, the most beautiful cocker spaniel who ever lived. Did you haer all of the people and animals who joined in the prayer him for your mommie? It could be heard around the world. And the Good Shepherd answered our prayers and hums. He gave the doctors an idea for how to help your mommie. Please send her some very strong love and courage rays - like the ones she gave you when you were so sick. You two were truly sharers of the same soul. I could see that in both of your eyes.

Have a restful night, Trevor-baby.

Rufus and Gretta's mom

Sweet and Gentle Trevor, the most beautiful cocker spaniel who ever lived,

I know you can see that your mommie is very, very sick and I, her big sister, am the saddest i have ever been in my whole life. Could you please go and ask the Good Shepherd to send some comforting thoughts to your mom? She really needs them right now. Thank you my little "nephew dog."

Auntie Jeannie (Gretta and Rufus's mom)

Blessed Trevor, Mr Forever,

Truly a fella you can trust! Your mom will be coming to see you in not so long a time. You will be delighted to see her and she will be delighted to see you. Please understand that down on earth we will be crying because we miss her. But there is a song that says "soon and very soon we are going to see the King" That means that all of us will be coming to the perfect World some day and then we will all be together and can play and sing all day or sleep in the sun together forever.

Please forgive me Trevor, for my tears. I love your mom that way she loves you. And she has shed many many tears because she misses you.

Thank you little guy.

Gretta and Rufus's mom

Please forgive me Mr. Trevor and my very dear friend...As I watch the little girl run with her ducks...I was just hear to see my friend...To make sure I will always..
And yet you cross my Thoughts to this day I have spoken Trevors name many times.. If you listen Close Whispers I line the carpet with Puppy pads for my
friend for it's to cold outside as I help him down the stairs I do wish he see's me as helping him for he is my light that shine in my time of need..

Love Letter to my Trevor by Bobbie
Trevor, my love for you continues to grow, each and every day
to you my friend will never cease.. I still have so many question
about before us, I'am not going to obsess about that...
I think I'm going to take sometime to remember and
at the same time, look forward with you!
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Bobbie I wish you well and I also find a small connection that I found on this site and as I worry for a friend I wish
you well and I feel sad... I wish you well for who will lead as all the Duckling wait for.. True Friends to lead us down...
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Thank you Bobbie for being a Good Human and my Friend..

Darling Baby Trevor, the most beautiful dog who ever lived.
Your mom has come to join you in the Perfect World.
Your lives were so alike - filled with incredible suffering and incredible love.
You are two incarnations of the same spirit.
Just as Bobbie gave her all to ease the pain in your body and heart and soul
So Bobbie's husband gave HIS all to ease her pain and make sure that through it all, she knew she was loved.

Trevor, I know you at the head of the line greeting Bobby as on the lonely but glorious night she left her pain behind, shed her bodily shell and left this vale of tears for the Perfect World.

We miss her more than we can ever say. She touched every life she came into contact with. She was like you, she gave nad gave and gave and bravely put on a smile and said a good word to everyone even though she was in excruciating pain and fear. Just like you, my baby dog.

The picture she took of you on the stairs will be etched on my heart until I join you in the perfect world. Meanwhile, don't forget that she loves you best of all.

Through tears and sorrow,

Gretta and Rufus's mom

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Poem that Trevor shares with a friend that has set him Free...

Bobbie Thank you my friend that has passed the light of are own if you can hear me; Please Hug my friend Jen as I know...
Bobbie I hear someone ask for a poem as I break... you have helped me find a path that I my lay my head upon.. As I wander
through life I See a willow tree in the distance; I;am so tired endless tears fall for a friend as I come upon your branches
I kneel and i'am exhausted as Heart is heavy and tears fill my Dreams I raise my wings... As I see the twisted branches
As I lay my head upon your roots...

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My dear friend Bobbie we have never meet yet my Heart Breaks for you... Mend my Wings if you may as I will always be thankful for your kindness that you have touched
my Heart and the many that.. Simple man i'am that follows a path to find his friend...Will you hold my hand so I might see;..
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Thank you so very much, My Doxie, for your beautiful posts and your huge love for Trevor's mom. She's in the Perfect World now, with Trevor and all the other dogs she mothered and all the other animals she loved and all the people (it must be half of heaven) she loved and who loved her.

We have been left behind in this lava flow we call earth, waiting in endless tears for the day we too will be reunited with Trevor's mom and every person and animal we love and who loves us. if I don't meet you on this volcano, I'll see you and Doxie in the Perfect World.

I'm going to write one more post to Trevor, letting him know how glad we are that his mom is with him. They don't have to miss each other any more. They can sleep in each other's arms/paws forever and ever and ever.

Gretta and Rufus's mom

Jeanne 1 more post will not do you see as a friend I know Bobbie cares for children sick/Cancer ward i'am not sure please
fill in the missing gaps of your Sister as I see her with arms wide...
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If you wish...





Past post I will read I have come across a few poems Flowers in mind Thinking of Bobbie
and always Mr. Trevor...

I miss your Presence<Poem from Only Buddy>Modified
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I miss your presence around me

With so many people I feel alone

I miss your touch, the touch of beautiful Heart

I miss every moment when you hold me tight and Whisper in my ear,

I miss when i hold you in the night so you can see the stars so bright

I am like a flower without sun

I drink the water that brings life

I am the morning lights that kiss your hand,

Now that i am missing you

I can write you letters...

Telling you how much i feel for you

Now that i am missing you

Every letter detail in life

Reminds me of you as you would do

Now that i am missing you;

I watch the sun set Hearts as one

Knowing you will see my love as one

Now that i am missing you;

I can look forward to my Trevor all day

I paint a picture so all can see my friend that waits for me..

I will be the pedals that touch the waters as i Kiss your hand

I will forever miss you my friend....
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My Doxie

Of course you can continue to post on I STILL LOVE YOU TREVOR. I know how much you love Bobbie and I would be honored to have you share your beautiful poetry and pictures about him and Bobbie. You are one of our dearest friesnd.

Gretta and Rufus's mom (Jeanne)

Dearest Trevor

Isn't is wonderful that now Bobbie doesn't have to use the words "still" or "miss" and you don't have to use the words "miss" and "wait"? And neither one of you will ever have to use the words "pain", "fear", or "lonely" again? You are her favorite among favorites.

Auntie Jeannie

Hi Guys

Are you having fun in the Perfect World? What a dumb question! I know you are. I'm still down here in the Imperfect World and I miss you guys SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much.

Keep on romping - that's your only job now - oh, and snuggling!

Auntie Jeannie

Darling Trevor,

Thank you for joining in the prayer-hum for your dad two nights ago when he was so late coming home. Know what he was doing? Buying a new car. He said the red one was full of sad memories for him, that every time they were in that car, she was either sick or they were going to a hospital. The car was pretty new and they were having a BIG sale so he made a very good deal - it didn't cost him very much money.

Trevor, I know you and your mom are SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO happy in the Perfect World. On earth, we are very sad, because she is not with us any more. we can't see or hear or touch her any more. We can talk to her but we can't hear her answer. It is breaking your dad's heart and mine too. But we know that as spirits, you can be with us even though we can't see you. Sometimes we can sense you, but not very often. Please help us to keep our faith through our tears and then one day we will all be together in the Perfect World.

Thank you for coming to earth, Trevor. You are a precious dog - just the dog that your mom needed at just the time she needed you. You are her favorite dog. We are SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO happy that both you and your mommie are out of pain, well again, smiling all the time, hugging each other, snuggling with all your brothers and sisters and cousins (I know that you guys include Gretta and Rufus, too.)

I will miss you every day of my life, Trevor-boy. You ARE really a fella you can trust.

Say HI to your mommie and tell her I love her with every bit of me and am trying to be a good person so I can come up there and live with you in the Perfect World.

Rufus and Gretta's mom

Hi little boy!

Are you having perfect fun in the Perfect World? Please tell your mommy that I miss her more than I can ever say. There is a huge hole in my heart like there was in hers when you left this earth. But now you are together, like we all will be some day. Wish me luck on my debut at the House With a Heart older animal sanctuary. They've accepted me as a volunteer, something the sanctuary near my old home doesn't do. It's far away, but I don't mind. Thank you for coming to earth, Baby Boy, to capture the heart of my little sister completely.

Love,

Gretta and Rufus's mom

Trevor-Forever

You must be the happiest doggie in the universe now that your mom is with you and you are both young and healthy and loving each other in God's Perfect World. I just thought of something - now you can talk to each other and understand each other's language. Another thing that makes the Perfect World perfect. Please tell your mommie that I love her and MISS HER SO MUCH and that I am taking good care of her two puppies down here. I love you, Lovely Boy.

Auntie Jeannie

Mr. Trevor

I need your courage and determination today - to get up, stand on my feet and do what has to be done. And like you, it's a lot and most of it isn't in any way enjoyable. But knowing how you endured unbelievable pain and still gave the world THE BEST photo of a dog I have ever seen gives me the strength and courage to get up and move and do what I know is good for me. Thank you for coming to earth, Little Man. You are loved - and you had a lesson for your .....

Auntie Jeannie

Hi Trevor-Dog

Just stopping by to say thank you to the Good Shepherd for bringing you to earth, into the life of you mom when she needed you most. You were the dog who was the sickest and suffered the most - and her heart was right there with you. You are her favorite - and in the Perfect World nobody gets jealous about that. I love you doggie.

Auntie Jeannie

Good morning Trevor-Forever,

Your Auntie jeannie's heart is filled with sadness this morning for some reason this morning. Up where you are, you are celebrating the homecoming of your beautiful, loving, precious mommie. And I am happy about that too. Because like you, when she was down here on this godforsaken earth, she suffered and hurt and was filled with fear and dread almost every day of her adult life. Like you, she is a saint. I thank God that He shared her with me for sixty years and I treasure every moment of it - even when we had our puppy spats. Now our dad is very sick and will soon be joining all of you in the Perfect World. Like SO many animals, this year I am afraid I will lose the two people on earth who are the dearest to me. Like so many animals, I will wander the earth like an orphan, trying, also like you to live a good and upright life and, like so many precious animals (not you, thank the Good Shepherd) I will die in some corner somewhere, unknown and unremembered. But that will be OK, because that will mean I will get to join all of you in the Perfect World, where everything will make sense and everything will be Perfect because we will all be under the care of the Good Shepherd.

Trevor-baby, could you just sit quietly for a minute today and think of me? Send me a love ray and I will be able to go on. Send me a strength ray so I will be able to bear what is now and what is about to come. Please send me a courage ray and a hope ray to help my spirit, which, like yours must have been on so many days of your life before you found your saint, your mom.

Your life is an inspiration to me, Baby Doggie. Please put a paw in mine so that I can lift up my head and, in spite of all the hurt, go on for just one more day.

I love you, Mr Trevor, Trevor the brave soul, Trevor the enduring souls, Trevor the hopeful soul. I need those qualities today. Thank you Mr Trevor-Forever. You ARE a fella I can trust.

Have a perfect day in the Perfect World. And please say hi to your mommy and tell her how much I miss her.

Auntie J

Hello Mr Trevor-Forever

Today I need to suck up my stomach and go and do something I've found out I really don't like to do but I have made a commitment to do it. You are the dog who had to do this every minute of your life on earth, so you are the one that I'm asking for help from today. Thank you, you incredible dog. I'm so happy that you are in heaven, where you are well, out of pain, young again, safe, loved and protected by the arm of the Good shepherd. AND .... that you mommy is there with you and finally you two can have the beautiful life you so deserved but could not have here on this I love you forever.

Your Auntie Jeannie

Hey Mr Trevor-Forever

Did you meet "the dad" yet? I'm sure you have. Isn't he just the most lovable person ever? I'm sure he likes you best because you're so sweet and clam and gentle - just like him. Tell him HI for me, OK?

Gretta and Rufus's mom

Dear darling Trevor,

The dog who had so many missions when he came down to earth here. The dog who touched so many lives on earth here. I think you and Gretta may be good friends by now. She, too, is a calm, deep-hearted dog. people used to meet her on the street and say how kind she was. Just like you. God sent you to your mommie at the exact time both of your needed each other the most. And now you are together in the Perfect World, never again to be separated. When you passed, you quivered a little after the anesthetic was administered. You mom just about jumped out of my arms because she thought you were suffering and she wanted to scream. "No, no, don't do this. I want my Trevor to stay here." But you and I and the gentle vet knew that wasn't possible. I felt exactly the same say when I saw you mommie draw her last breath on this earth. It was a terrible thing to see and I screamed a lot at the so-called hospice people who didn't make it a bit easier - just illegally restrained her with drugs. But no matter how angry I am, she is still gone from this earth. Both of you are in the Perfect World - free from all traces of sadness, fear, pain and any other thing that hurt you on earth. That is the one thing that keeps me and your dad c comforted - that you are finally pain free and happy and healthy. And having past through the River of Absinthe, you have forgotten all of the suffering you had to go through on earth. Please ask our ever-growing family to remember us and to send down some love rays once in a while, OK?

I love you Trevor-Forever - a fella you can trust. And if you were still on this earth, you just might win the next election for president!

Gretta and Rufus's mom

Hello sweet Trevor, the dog of every hour.

Have you met Bobbie's dad yet? he's the gentle old man who sits around with Bobbie all the time and either hugs her or smiles or they laugh over something. We just call him The Dad because whenever I would take your cousins to visit him, that's what I'd tell them his name was. He was fascinated by your cousin Rufus because Rufus was half-Newfoundland and he could lie down in that Sphynx pose for a long time without moving a muscle. The Dad always thought he looked like a statue.

I just got an idea. There was a dog who used to live next to The Dad who is now in the Perfect World. He is a BIG brown curly-haired dog named Ben. He used to go hunting with HIS dad a lot. On earth he was very friendly and he ran FAST up to you but he was so big that when he wanted to jump on you he almost knocked you over. I made friends with him, though by taking him on walks around the lake that was in their town. They fed him kinda cheap dog food so he pooped a lot - and when a dog that big poops, he POOPS! So I used to bring 5 plastic bags along to pick it up and I gave him the name "Five Bag Benny." I don't know how being find each other in the Perfect world, but I'm sure if Gretta or Rufus would help out, you guys could find Benny. He'd had a lot of good stories to tell, especially about the dad and me.

Would you do me a great big favor, Benny? would you tell Bobbie and The Dad how much I miss them and love them. You know how it is when all the people who shared a life with you leave earth for the perfect (or sometimes Not-So-Perfect) World, you have nobody who shares your memories. That means there's nobody who knows what you mean when you say, "Remember the time we ..... and then tell a story?

I'm down here doing the very best I can and I'll see all of you guys when the Good Shepherd decides it's my time.

I love you SOOOOOOOOOOOOO much, Mr. Trevor-Forever, the guy a fella can trust. (Remember Ralph who wrote that sign for you?) That's a shared memory!!)

Good morning Trevor Forever,

There is so much in my heart that I want to write to you but between this new computer that your dad so generously bought me (whith the keyboard shifter over one key
and the time slowly sneaking up on me - I want to get back to your house in time to walk your little cousins and then go to the cemetery where all of you are resting for their annual
memorial ceremony. You are the star of our show, Baby Boy. You are th hero of our world.

I promise to write more later my beloved nephew.

I love you and your mom more than the stars in the sky.

Say hello to the growing group of our family who is now in the Perfect World.

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX Auntie Jeannie.

My dearest Trevor-Forever - the dog in the most beautiful picture ever taken of a dog. Every time I look at your sweet picture with you paw over the steps I smile - especially when I know what excruciating pain you were in.

Trevor, I want to give you a HUGE thank-you for taking care of you mom when she was first discovering the illness that eventually took her life. You are the dog she opened her complete heart to. You are the dog who healed her soul ans she was healing your soul and body. Her love was activated, as it always is, by the suffering of a most dear creature - you. You, who had no say in your incredible suffering and abuse that was the first half of your life. You, who suffered from it and from bad genetics, purposely induced by irresponsible breeders who only cared about money and not the suffering they imposed on dogs - dogs that they considered "property" or worse, yet, "disposable garbage."

Just writing those words make me cry because you are the best dog who ever lived. You cared for you mom's heart when nobody else, no matter how much we loved her, could. You are a miracle dog - no doubt about it. If only I had know you when you were beautiful on the outside, too. But I was there to relesase you from your sufferings and to help your mom perform the greatest act of love a human being is asked to do: to, with full awareness of the near-fatal pain it will cause them, show the love enough to release you, the one they love most from your suffering and send you on to the perfect World, which we only know through faith.

Thank you so much Baby Trevor. Someday I will see you in heaven and I will be able to hug you and cry into your fur and tell you for all eternity what a wonderful and amazing dog you are.

Love forever,

Auntie Jeanie

Good morning Mr Trevor-Forever

Are you guys already celebrating in heaven?
It's your mom's birthday - her first one in heaven. I'll bet there is the biggest party heaven has ever seen.
Your mom was a living saint. Thant's why she sped directly to the Perfect World when she left here.

I gave some money to her two favorite animal helpers here in Baltimore - Alley Animals and BMore Humane.
Your mom was a lover of ALL animals - all creatures great and small.
Your sign is still up in the kitchen - the one Ralph made for you:
"Trevor for President - A fella we can trust"
And that's true - you went through so much suffering while you were here = suffering you didn't deserve.
No animal deserves to suffer, especially the way you did.
You found your mom - the one and only person who truly understood your suffering
And did EVERYTHING she could to make you feel better.

Then she started to suffer - and after a long time, she went on to the Perfect World.
We miss her SOOOOO much down here on earth.
But we are glad that both you and your mom are past all that now-forever.

I love you, doggie. I always will.
Please wish your mom a happy birthday and an infinite number of future birthdays in heaven.

With tears and love,

Gretta and Rufus's mom

P.S. Please tell G and R that I love and miss them SOOOO much.

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My Dear Sweet Trevor,

Sorry I haven't stopped by lately. But I want you to know NOBODY here loves and cares for you and your mommy more than I do. I keep two of Mickey's toys on our bed, one is a white doggie like him and one is a buff color doggie like you Trevor. I planted a big butterfly bush for Mickey and a smaller one for your mommy and you. Both are in pots on the patio. Many butterflies have stopped by this summer, large and small...........Every night I include your daddy and your aunt in my prayers.........Just wanted you to know, my sweet little one!

I hope you and Mickey are having fun in Heaven, but of course, you are. Tell your mommy hello for me and I will never forget her.

I LOVE YOU!!!

LoveMyMickey

Hello Sweet Angel Trevor!

Aunt LoveMyMickey here, just stopping by to say hello and to say I LOVE YOU!


LMM

Good morning, Trevor-Forever

Sorry it's been a while since I have written to you - your friends Love My Mickey (our fourth musketeer) and My Doxie and Me have left you very sweet messages, Trevor,you touched so many lives with your sweetness and your courage despite the excruciating pain you were in. Somehow I believe that you were sent to your mom as a beautiful example of how to bear up under the suffering she was about to undergo. She loves you so much and she grieved for you every day until she crossed the bridge and you were together again = never to be parted.

Trevor, there is a new dog coming over the bridge. She is a big brown dog and her name is Penny. Her mom always called her Penny-Loper. Her mom was Rufus's first mom when he was rescued. She loved Rufus so much she cried when I adopted him. Penny was a rescue, too, but she was so big that nobody would adopt her (and to tell the truth, I think her mom loved her so much she didn't try very hard!) so she got to stay with her mom. Rufus knows her very well because they lived together for probably two years all told. I have some pictures that Penny's mom took of Penny and Rufus playing together. Could I ask you a big favor? Would you take Rufus and whoever else wants to go along and welcome Penny as she comes into the perfect World? You are the perfect dog for the job and I know Rufus will be ecstatic to see his friend again.

Life here on earth is sad and lonely without you and your mom and the Dad and Gretta and Rufus. We try to make the best of it and live every day as best we can, but when nobody is looking except you doggies' spirits, we cry.

Thank you for coming to earth and seeking out my sister Bobbie as your one and only mom. Thank you for being the dog in the most touching photo ever taken of a dog. Please thank the Good Shepherd for all He's done for me.

Gretta and Rufus's mom

Dearest darling beautiful Trevor,

if they had a top ten for significant dogs who had come to earth, you would be in it for sure. You taught us that even extreme suffering cannot destroy beauty. You truly were the most beautiful dog to ever grace this planet. That picture that your mom took of you on the stairway is the most beautiful picture of a dog that I have ever seen. I'll treasure it forever, along with the pictures of my two beautiful labs: Gretta and Rufus. You know them by now. I hope you are best friends.

Trevor, I need some help from you. Like you were so sad and beaten down when you first came to live with your mom and dad, my spirit is beaten down by having your mom gone from earth where I can no longer talk to her and hug her and be the closest sisters that ever were. Then the greatest dad on earth went to heaven, too. I can't talk to him either, or share stories, or hug him, or help him in his garden. My heart is completely broken, just like your must have been before you found your forever mom and dad. But deep down in your heart you must have had a tiny glimmer of hope that life didn't have to be this way and someday a change would come. I believe in you Trevor-Forever. You have shown immense strength under criminally horrible conditions, unbelievable pain and indescribably loneliness. Please send me a little strength ray and a little hope ray so that I can plant those beliefs and hopes in my heart. I need to do that now in order not to become a recluse and further damage my health.

Thank you my little doggie saint. In eight months I can move out of here and into a place where I can get a dog of my own. I'm also doing my best to take care of your little brothers Dreamer and Kelly.

Thank you for the love you showed when you were finally allowed to. Thank you just for being you and thank the Lord for creating you.

Have fun, fun, fun today and every day in the Perfect World, pain-free, heart healed and young again.

I love you, Trevor.

Auntie Jeannnie

Oh Baby Trevor, the most courageous dog who ever lived.

I feel like my family - people and animals - are all in heaven now. I hope, no, I know you are all together in the Perfect World. Where there is only love and joy and peace and health and laughter and play and everything else good. And you are the beautiful dog who teaches this lesson the best. I'll bet the Dad just loves you.Between him and your mom I'll bet your little paws hardly ever touch the ground. I am SO happy that you are all safe and happy and together.

Here on earth, you dad and I are trying to make it through the best we can. Sometimes we do a little better and then sometimes we make mistakes because our sorrow clouds our brains. But we are trying our best to make it through to where you are. And someday we will - I promise.

We are taking the best care we know how of your brothers Dreamer and Kelly. We both love them just as much as we can. They will come to you someday. And, like you, during your horrible days, we hold a little ray of hope that someday we, too, will find happiness together with you and all our families - animals and people - in the sweet Perfect World under the kind watchfulness of the Good Shepherd.

Happy Thanksgiving, Mr Trevor Forever. I love you.

Your Auntie Jeannie

Dearest, sweetest Trevor-Forever,

Yesterday was my day to write to you, but I made, not exactly a mistake, but I read all the posts about you, mostly from your mom, My Doxie, Love My Mickey and me and I was crying so hard by the time I got done I couldn't even write to you.

Every time I see your gorgeous picture, (which I just finally managed to send to My Doxie) I think of what a courageous dog your were during your lide on earth and then I think of how courageous your mom was in the face of all HER suffering and finally hear death on earth, I cry out of both of my eyes - one for you and one for her.

You truly were heaven sent. And I am SO sorry that you had to endure the unendurable pain you went through in your early life. Even my gentle vet, Dr Hinson loved you. I once called him and asked him what your mom should do to help you and he gave me some very good ideas.

Everybody loves you, Trevor, except some people with evil in the hearts and souls. I'm SO sorry you had to find out about them, my sweetheart. A precious dog like you, the most beautiful dog in the world with the most beautiful heart, should be loved every second of every day of his life. That's one reason I'm SO happy that you are in heaven now where there is no pain and no sorrow - only happiness and love. And it is only that thought that keeps me from falling apart because your mommy isn't with me. Like you, she had pain almost all her life and she died in pain and fear. But in a microsecond she flew into heaven in the arms of the Good Shepherd, like you did, and now all of you, plus the Dad, are together forever in perfect happiness. One day, if I am good enough, I will be with you and Gretta and Rufus and Dreamer and Kelly and the dog(s) to come in my life. And we will all celebrate forever with the Good Shepherd.

Until then, my baby, please stick close to your mom and your brothers and cousins and the Dad.

Gretta and Rufus's mom

Dearest Baby Trevor,

You are the most beautiful and courageous dog there ever was or ever will be. Every time I look at your picture on the stairway, my heart melts in side me. Someday I will ask your dad for a picture to keep with me - or I will find one on my computer and print one out for myself. It's inspiring to me. You were so sick and in so much pain and yet you managed to be the most beautiful dog in the world. It shows your indomitable spirit and your excellent and amazing heart. Please stay as close as you can to your mom. (I know you will.) She loved you more than anything on earth and in heaven, except God. I'm glad your mom can again stroke your soft fur and look into your beautiful eyes and just be at her side for all time.

I wish I could have known you better on this earth. All the nights and days your mother sat up with you, crying, trying to ease your terrible pain and fear in your heart. Now you have both gone to the Perfect World and will be together for all time with the Good Shepherd watching over you forever. Someday I will be able to see you and love you like she did.

Trevor, you did the best work on this earth that any dog ever did. From the early days of your life, you underwent unspeakable suffering. Then you were finally rescued by a kind-hearted woman who saved your life and took care of you. Finally you made it to your mom and dad's house where you were loved without measure. Not only by your mom and dad by but the hundreds of people who were your mom's friends either on this site or near her.

I can never express my thank you enough for your life and your heart.

I can never tell you how much I love you, Mr Trevor-Forever

Your Aunt Jeannie

Hello Sweet Little Trevor,

I still love you, Trevor!!!!! I think of you, your mommy Bobbie, your Aunt Jeanne, Gretta, and Rufus every day. You all helped me so much when I was in deep grief with Mickey. I still have my sad days. Then I come here and read some of the old posts and the new ones that Aunt Jeanne writes, and it makes me feel better.

Trevor, I know you, your mommy, and all your siblings, cousins, and Mickey and others here are having a great time in the Perfect World. All the mommies and daddies will meet with all of you some day.

Lots and lots of love from,

Auntie LoveMyMickey

Good morning to the sweetest, softest, most darling dog who ever lived!

You were a special gift from the Good Shepherd to you mommy when both of you most needed each other. Thank you a million times to the Good Shepherd for making that happen. He knew that your mommie was coming the the Perfect World, so He sent your mommy a beautiful dog who could only be understood by her and who really knew what she was going through. Your being in the Perfect World gave her a little bit less fear of dying. She had the firm knowledge that she would see her most beloved dog when she passed through the gate.

You helped me, too, Baby Boy. The picture you mom took of you lying down on the stairs with one paw hanging over is the most beautiful and straight-to-the-heart picture of a dog I ever saw. It took my breath away when I first saw it and still brings tear to my eye when I look at it. I'm going to ask you dad to make me a copy and put it in a frame for here in my sky-level apartment. I anyone ever comes into the apartment, they are going to think a crazy person lives here. Every possible surface is covered with picture of dogs and other animals. Like you mom, I love animals more than I do people. When I am ready, will you and Rufus and Gretta send me a big cuddly dog? If you guys have a hand in it, I know it will be a perfect dog for me - just like Dreamer is for EVERYBODY. And your cousin Kelly has become a velcro dog with me. He's a sweet heart. He lies down on his side for "land shark" rubs, he never barks, and he always drops things he's captured if I rattle the treat box. I feel very good inside because I earned his freindship. His heart must have been really enpty when he came to tive with your mom and dad.

Please take a message to her for me, OK? Please tell her that my heart feels like it has been shot with a high powered rifle and that has left a perfectly round hole through it - that's how much I miss her. And tell her that I love her more than all the stars in the sky - which is how she loves you - and I think I know which star she is.

I love you, Mr Trevor-Forever. Never forget that, OK.

I have to sing all by myself in church today - the only White person in a Black church trying to sing a very old Black song. So ask our pack to send my some memory rays that I don't forget the whole thing!

For now, I will leave you to your happiness in the Perfect World and try to do my best in this world.

XOXOXOXOXOXOXO

Auntie Jeannie

Dearest, darlingest Trevor-Forever,

I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
I miss your mom.
Please tell her that.
I miss your Grandpa.
Please tell him that.
I have your photo with me.
The most beautiful picture of a dog these ever was or will be.
Have I said .....

I Love Your Trevor. Forever.
Forever in my heart.

Your Auntie J

Dearest darling Trevor-Forever,

Is it true?

I look everywhere for your mommie and I can't find her. Is it true?

I have the most beautiful picture ever taken of a dog. Is it true? Is it you?

My eyes drip with tears for you and your mom and your grandpa. Is it true?

Now I'm all alone in this world. Just like you. Is it true?

I feel your spirit with me sometimes. Is it true?

I feel my Gretta's spirit - the kindest chocolate lab who ever lived - around me too. Is it true?

And Rufus my big black dog, his spirit flies through here sometimes, more so recently. Is it true?

They say that someday I will be where you are. Is it true?

And that we will never have to part ever again. Is it true.

I HOPE SO.




I love you, Darlingest Trevor

Dearest darling Trevor Forever,

I am SO sorry I haven't written to anybody here on Lightning Strike for so long. A kind of sadness has come over me that has taken all my words away from me - especially words of love about the people and animals who have gone from this earth and are now living in God's Perfect World. First of all, dear baby Trevor, I DO still love you. I will never, ever stop loving you. No one could ever love you like your Mommie, who truly understood all the pain and suffering you were in and always did her very best to comfort you night or day. You two share a single soul and I cannot miss you without missing her and I cannot mis her without missing you.

Trevor, on earth here you were the best of the best of dogs. People always say that dogs are loved because there return people's love unconditionally. You di far more than that. From a life of horror to a life of constant pain, you always gave your Mommie the loved she needed unconditionally, regardless of the suffering you were in.

I see you exquisite picture taken on the stairway - what I believe is the best picture of a dog that ever was in this world - and I long to take you up in my arms and hold you and put my face into your soft fur and tell you heart to heart how much I love you. When I get to heaven, I will do this for all.

Today is Mother's Day here on earth. So your Dad and I bought two bouquets of flowers and put them where you mother's body is sleeping. It was a small thank you to her from all the animals she loved and cared for on this earth. When you see her, just say, Happy Mother's Day. Thank you Mommie.

Thank you Trevor. So much.

Your Auntie Jeannie

My Dear Friend Bobbie..
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Jeannie just wandered off the beach where the Light House holds my peace and thought to say a few words for my friend Bobbie and..
I was in search of Faith when I came across these words as I took a moment to reflect on my travels here on LS as I Kneeled with Whispers..

We never know where or how these Angels will touch are life's and when the do they leave a forever changing affect that moves forward to
help others as Kindness shines down we reflect on a moment in time to try and release are pain...<Forgive me for my words>


My friend Bobbie she held me in the rain....





This Beautiful Rose is for you my Friend...
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Oh My Doxie,

Thank you so much for the beautiful word and pictures.. The one of the cocker spaniel puppy with the rose went straight to my heart and brought tears to my eyes. Bobbie was an angel on earth and now she has returned to her rightful home in heaven. She has taken a piece of our hearts with her and that's what makes us hurt sometimes. I am SO glad you two had each other to hold as friends.

Gretta and Rufus's mom

What a beautiful poem. I cried reading this.