A Knight will guide you without fear for he will charge into battle with shield in air to protect the ones close to his heart
so Beautiful life might be with a butterfly that sets us free...Knights have many meanings and will rush to
your side to save the ones that bring life as he gives his own for the Beauty that heal and set him free....
When the morning light breaks and this Knight stands alone he will kneel and pray for the innocents that lead him
so others my be....it is rear that you will see such power fall to there knees and yet it may...

Bobbie you have touched my Heart i feel sadden and wish great strength... at the same time you may have
others to save...This knight will kneel by your side and watch over you in times as his wings will
Brush the ground that Grace your feet....
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Please be well Bobbie

A song-Enya Aniron (Extended)HD
Beautiful journey in the Tree's
that sing a great song of times
once would be with paw prints
that line Eternity as Frost cover
the Glass that Seperates me
from the cold that i share
with a friend that dance
in the winters that past
Has risen i must kneel
for a Knight that has given
her life so i might see....

My broken words shatter with
each breath i take i wish you well
Bobbie Mr.Trevor Thank you

Oh my sweet, sweet Trevor!

I don't even know the number of Fridays that have passed since we had to physically part. All I know is that it is too many, far too many. And I miss you with all my heart (still shredded) and soul (still crushed). How could I not? I think you were a forerunner of what life was going to bring my way, in some regards. Because I'd never done for you all the things I did and you are my first little boy that I have no regrets about what I did for you. I have learned so many lessons and yet I am still the tiny novice trying to find my way through the forest of a life gone haywire. As long as you are my goal, I will be able to continue on. Of course, I will never be without a Cocker Spaniel at my side - you know that!

My sweet Treasure, thank you for touching others' lives as they touch mine. I have been blessed with many new human and animal friends on this site - some of whom are better friends than those in my own day-to-day life! I think that's because we all have something in common: returning the love and soaking it up from the creature of God's that blessed our lives (and continue to do so on another plane). WE have an appreciation for the short amount of time we must compress our love and devotion in to and, you know, we all feel, at some point, like we kind of failed. But we also have the amazing love and Spirit of our best friends to keep us company 24/7/365! And all you wonderful Spirits love all of us now!!!! Another miracle!

Mommy had a horrible day again. But it is ending in a much better way - a way that has given me some measure of peace. That is priceless.

Thank you, my LS friends (you know who you are by now!). To steal a quote, "LIVESTRONG!"

I LOVE YOU, MY TREVOR!
XOmommyXO

Bobbie, Trevor

All we can say over and over and over again is WE LOVE YOU!!!

Gretta, Rufie, and their mom

Dear sweet boy,

Well, mommy did what she said she was going to do. Oh! But first we need to welcome Miss Gretta and Auntie Jeanne to their new "home". I think they will like it here. I know I do and I think you do, too, honey.
This morning, first thing, I took every notebook, guide book, printed article, cards from friends, any and everything related to the Big C and stuffed it in a drawer in my breakfront. Then I slept, on and off all day. It was a cloudy day so that helped. Daddy donated platelets and then got himself a couple pairs of good shoes and he came home and slept! I think it is the right decision since nothing more can be done until Thursday when we meet the new doctor......

And I think back how I kept taking you to those butchers in Manchester. I am so very, very sorry and hope that you have or will forgive me. Only Dr. Sorrells was good to you. THAT is another Lesson I've learned. Just because an awful vet's office can do something that most others' won't is NO excuse to continue to allow them to torture your best friends!!!!!! And, true to your nature, you never indicated a problem until the very last time when I should have raised holy hell with them for what they did to you and the pain and terror they inflicted on you. At he time all I wanted to do was get you out of there, away from there and back to where you would feel safe. You were even afraid to walk, poor baby! Where was my mind?

Yes, mommy made some amazing mistakes with you and each of your brothers. Hindsight is 20/20. I wish I didn't have such a good memory of those events. And the only way I can make it up to you all is to try and be the best I can to Dreamer and Kelley. Animals are amazing! Their capacity to forgive is unparalleled. We humans don't even come close. So, thank you Crocker, Birney, Kelly, Jasper, Rudy and Trevor for your unconditional love and forgiveness. I cannot wait to see you all together and all so healthy and happy. Spot and Squirt are in there, too!

If you don't mind, Trevor, mommy is going to go downstairs and play some ball with Kelley and Dreamer. (Dreamer is just too fast and always gets the ball first. Gonna have to find TWO balls!)

OH TREVOR, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!
XOmommyXO

Hi Trevor,

Mickey has been rounding up some Perfect World friends to help you and your mommy fight the fear and sadness of this old illness. These are just a few because there are millions.



COME ON BOYS, GO GET 'UM!!!!!!!!!

I LOVE YOU TREVOR-FOREVER!!!!

Auntie LoveMyMickey

Hi Trevor,

These were kind of slow. Let's hope their fight is better than that!

Dear Auntie LoveMyMickey,

YOU ARE TOO MUCH!!!!! My mommy laughed and laughed until I thought she was going to have an accident in the house!!!! You are such a perfect friend for mommy (and a great Auntie, too!). You know when to make her happy and when to make her feel loved and she tells me that she sees butterflies all over the place now (especially since she is looking for them)!

You are right about my mom, too. WE all are going to win this fight 'cause we have each other: One for all and All for one! (I don't think it has to stop at Three MusketeerDogs either - the more the better!)

Thank you, Auntie LoveMyMickey, for bringing some joy to my mom. I saw a real smile for the first time in quite awhile! I LOVE YOU!!!!!

Love and kisses, (I wasn't much on hugs, that hurt my neck) ************
Trevor, your nephew

Hi Trevor baby

Thank you and your mom for finding Gretta and me in our new home. I didn't watch those fighters in action but they must have been hilarious - made you mom smile and REAL smile - first in a long time. Rufus and me are tight behind them ... with our teeth bared. (Well, I guess I'd better try to scare it with my fake growling, since my teeth wouldn't sscare ANYONE!).

Thank you for sending all those love and strength rays down to your mom. And thanks to the ever growing group of Musket-dogs and Musketeers - especiall Mickey, Doxie and Moonbeam - who are able, like you , to touch and comfort your mommie's heart.

You're sure a miracle dog, my Forever Man.

XOXO

Aunt Jeannie

Hi, Bobbie, stopping by to say hello and to bask in the joy of your beautiful love letters to your beloved Trevor. And - - to smile at our forum friend LoveMyMickey's wonderful responses to you. How very clever you are, LoveMyMickey, with all the wonderful pictures.

I hope today is treating you, Stan, Dreamer, and Kelley kindly, my friend, and that you will have a very peaceful evening blessed with your beloved Trevor's sweet Living Spirit to comfort you. Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers, Bobbie, and that I look forward to sharing your news and your treasured memories of your beloved Trevor.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Hi Trevor!!!

I want to thank you and your mommy, Gretta and her mommy, and our wonderful friend moon_beam, for bringing a smile to my face this afternoon. I laughed because you all laughed....I try to bring a little humor into our lives during these trying times.

Now, Trevor, you and all your Perfect World friends keep on fighting!

I LOVE YOU, TREVOR-FOREVER!!!!

Auntie LoveMyMickey

And I LOVE every one of you! Each of you has helped my mommy in many ways and I am very thankful to you all. Us animals here in Heaven are gathering around to help, not only my mom, but any and everybody that needs help - ever!

Gotta go to sleep now. All this excitement makes me really tired!

I LOVE YOU ALL!
Trevor

Dearest Trevor and Most Special Friends,

Today was my second complete day of vacation from THE illness or anything connected to it. Gee, it was nice. Going for Day #3 tomorrow! Happy Holidays!

And, Trevor, you know I would never take a holiday from loving you!

I LOVE YOU, MY TREVOR!
XOmommyXO

Dear Trevor,

I need your courage and strength right now. Haven't slept tonight - sick and low blood sugars.

Thoughts and memories of YOU keep me going! I LOVE you my little hunky-bunky.

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
mommy

My Dear Sweet Mommy,

I am so sorry you were sick and couldn't sleep. I am sending you an Angel of Peace. I hope it makes you feel better. I know you love me, mommy, but I LOVE YOU MORE if that's possible!!!!

Your Little Boy, Trevor-Forever..XOXOXO

Thank you so much, my sweet Mr. Trevor!

Today was kind of a long day, but I am somewhat recovered now.

I'm going to take ONE more vacation day from the Big C - tomorrow! So I will have time to catch up with you and all our friends!

Have a peace-filled night, my love!

I LOVE YOU, MY TREVOR!
XOmommyXO

PS: LoveMyMickey is always there, isn't she??

Trevor -

You are my sunshine! My only sunshine! You make me happy when skies are gray! You really know, dear, How much I love you! Please take all my sunshine today!!

Oh, honey, how I love and miss you!

And, once again, to those who love Mr. Trevor and get me in the deal........................THANK YOU and BLESS YOU!!!!!

I LOVE YOU, MY TREVOR!
XOmommyXO

Trevor, you miracle boy

You ARE the sunshine! Thank God for sending you and only you to your mommie just at the time when she would really need you and your life lessons. You've strengthened her soul a million times over.

Thank you, you wonderful dog.

Aunt Jeannie

Wings

<Butterfly poems and Release Readings>

You have given me with which to fly
Now i Breath in deep and spread thou wings
as we lift off from the silken petals into
The winds where the Butterflies glide.

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My words...

With each flight we take we carry a special friend with Angels might that hold are friends intime of need
For are Wings will spread as we look within where good begins with open Arms as Angels lift are friends
are Heart will guide us to the ones we love...That will wake by are side only to find each
Heart that beats for the love of ones that hide are pain as we take are friends paw
and wish them well as we help them cross over as we Kneel with are heads held high
speak words to let them know they are safe as we Embrasse with great
joy as light begins to take the one that holds are Heart...

This space i could not write i do not wish to cross that line...

Bobbie and My friend Mr. Trevor i wish you well today in this journey.
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Who am i... just someone that found the light after a friend looks up
and i speak for the one that i hold in my arms...
I truley wish for Silence as Joy for a new friend Needs my Help
or should i say i need for my Friend to Guide me to help others
so i can speak and take a momment to easy your pain...

Now a journey is not complete until you tell a story of your freinds
i Hear they like to chase as they bring joy to others as your heart
race for the one that you hold close to yours...

I look forward to Mr.Trevors friends seems your Heart holds much love
for the ones that can not speak i will kneel only for the few....

My Heart felt words i wish for a moment of peace so you may breath;
Is why i write to find..
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As you ask for a Poem i try and find my friend..

Your Doxie Friend Be well Bobbie...

Oh, how I LOVE butterflys!!! Ever since my friends told me who and what they are, I see them every time I go outside now.

What a delight to be visited by so many friends!! dogs, cats, bunnies, roosters, hamsters, all God's creatures.

My love for Trevor and his brothers grows daily. So does my love for ALL animals. They are so silent in their suffering. We MUST be their voices all the time!

Trevor, thank you for sending courage rays to Kelley. He's doing much better - still has a long way to go.

Mommy talked to a cancer survivor-mentor tonight. I have a real angel to talk with any time. She knows what is coming up for me - she has already been through it and SURVIVED!!!!! I learned a lot of good information tonight and can start working on it tomorrow.

For tonight, I LOVE YOU Trevor!!!! always and forever! I love you, my friends, also because you keep me going..........

Good Night all!!

I LOVE YOU, MY TREVOR!
XOmommyxo

My Dear Sweet Trevor,

This is for your Mommy. Let us be in constant prayer for her. We all love you and your mommy so very much.....


XOXOXO Auntie LoveMyMickey XOXOXO

THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU, LoveMyMickey!!!!!!!

for the prayers and the thoughts and all the butterflies!!! I saw another white one today and I smiled. And there is not a whole lot to smile about today and most likely tomorrow. You always know how to make me feel good and special. And you love Trevor, too!

LOVE YOU,
XOBobbieXO

Dearest Trevor,

I will miss you forever! Well, that's not really true because one day we will be together. That will be Happy Days Are Here Again! Mommy is very nervous tonight because tomorrow is the beginning of reality for her once again. Yikes! But I will have you with me, right next to my heart, so how bad can it really be? I'll tell you tomorrow.

Have a wonderful night, my love!

I LOVE YOU, MY TREVOR!
XOmommyXO

Hi Trevor Forever

Thank you for visiting the Good Father up there in the Perfect World and asking Him to send a break and some blessings to your mom yesterday. She's got a long way to go - just like you did - but with you, her animal pack and all the people who are praying for her, she will overcome!

Thanks for sending rays of all kinds whenever we need them, Mr Fluffy.

XOXOXOXOXOXOOXX
Auntie Jeannie (and Rufie)

I LOVE YOU, my sweet and precious Trevor....with all my heart and soul....forever and ever!

XOmommyXO

My Dear Sweet Trevor,

Take good care of your mommy, which I know you will. We're all praying for her...I love you both!!!!


Auntie LoveMyMickey XOXOXO

Hi Trevor, you little dude!

We love having you (no, more than that , we NEED having you) in our Musket pack. Words are few but you can understand what's in our hearts.

Love, Aunt Jeannie

My Dear Sweet Mommy,

Cousin Gretta gave me some Strength Rays to give to you. She gave her mommy some. I hope they make you feel strong and help you conquer anything and everything.....I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, DEAR MOMMY!!!!

XOXOXO Your Son, Forever-Trevor XOXOXO

Thank you my Trevor,

For the beautiful Strength Rays you shared with me. I'm going to need them very soon. And I'm going to need every single memory of you because, Tuesday is the Starting Date (or should I say Round) with Mr. C.

I am so blessed with the many, loyal friends here on LS. Their poetry, pictures, encouragement and LOVE surrounds me like a comfortable balnket, keeping me from the cold, cold outside. One more day to act 'normal" and then never again! But knowing I have you and Gretta and Mickey and the Doxies and Moon_beam and LoveMyMickey and Jeanne tomention a few, give me YOUR courage to face the days that come.

I LOVE YOU, MY TREVOR and WILL NEVER STOP!
XOmommyXO

Good Morning my sweet Trevor!

It had to be you. You asked the Good Father to send a nice day mommy's way, didn't you? I have windows open, hear the birds singing and cannot wait to go outside and see a butterfly! Thank you, honey!

There was a beautiful memorial ceremony at the Humane Society yesterday. Andrew arranged for it and it was the first one ever! The day was perfect and there were about 30 people there. The speakers were OK for a first time and you know that I will give Andrew all of my suggestions for next year! We were encouraged to bring a flower for each pet that we wanted remembered and so mommy brought a dozen roses and was still TWO flowers short! I am so glad that I could make it. We didn't bring pictures of everyone because we would have filled one complete table of our own! Your picture is still in my wallet (and everywhere else in the house). Afterwards, did you see daddy and me come by and clean up the graves? They weren't bad, mostly fast-growing weedies. We sat on the bench for a few minutes and then went back home. It was a good day, but I missed you so much. The ache is a bit different now - not stabbingly painful, but painful none the less. It is more like a true ache and emptiness that mommy knows will never be filled until we are together again. It's not the resolution that comes with plenty of time passing. That takes years - just ask your brothers. I still ache as much for Rudy.

Well, sweetness, I'm going to try and get some last minute work done at home. Tomorrow I get the port in and then Thursday is THE day. Going to need lots of Love and Courage Rays that day.

I LOVE YOU, MY TREVOR!
XOmommyXO

Hello Trevor Forever

Thank you for asking the Big Father to send a wonderful day your mommie's way. She SO needs and deserves it. Thank you for coming into her life and being the one and only dog she needed right at that exact time. You are truly a miracle dog. I count it a true blessing that I got to meet you in person - and I have your picture (the most beautiful picture even taken of a dog) standing up in my buffet where Rufus and I can always see it.

I love you, Trevor. eespecially for all you did, are doing and will do for your mommy.

XOXO
Auntie Jeannie

Dear Trevor,

Today I know exactly what you must have felt like many times before you and I met. I feel very scared, totally misunderstood, don't know what is going on, judged by another's standards and completely alone in this mess. I am ever so grateful that God brought us together so that I could offer you some measusre of comfort and total love before you moved onto Heaven.

I miss you like crazy and often ask myself, "What would Trevor do in a similar situation?" only humans don't come rushing towards other humans unconditionally. I know that sounds harsh, but most people did not understand how I could love you so much and be so dedicated to you 24/7. They just knew there had to be an ulterior motive. Well, they were wrong - totally.

Trevor, I'm, once again, going to need your guidance tomorrow. You know exactly what I mean. You are always with me and for that I am eternally grateful!

I LOVE YOU, MY TREVOR!
XOmommyXO

Hi, Bobbie, once again thank you so much for sharing your treasured love letters to your beloved Trevor with us. I do firmly believe that God blesses us with His precious companions to be His ambassadors of comfort, encouragement, and hope when other people around us just don't "get it."

I know today is another step forward in your journey. I hope you know you are NOT alone, Bobbie - - you and your beloved Trevor do have many friends standing with you who are here for you through every step of your journey. I hope today will be kind to you, and that you will have a very peaceful evening comforted by your beloved Trevor's sweet Living Spirit. Please know you are in my thoughts and prayers, Bobbie, and that I look forward to knowing how you're doing and to sharing your treasured memories of your beloved Trevor.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Hi Honey Bun!

I hope you had a wonder-filled day today. There are always so many new friends to make aren't there?

Tomorrow I have my first BIG treatment, but I have to take a class first so that I know what I am doing.

Can I borrow some of your SILENT COURAGE????? Thanks!

I LOVE YOU, MY TREVOR!
XOmommyXO

HI Trevor

You are a MIRACLE dog! Just be being, you've given your mom the courage to do something terrifying with the calmness and serenity you always had through your awful troubles. Please help me learn to do this, too.

I love you, doggie.

Auntie Jeannie

My Dear Sweet Mommy,

Heaven is echoing with all the animals praying for you. I wish you could hear them, maybe you can in your heart. I LOVE YOU, MOMMY!

Your Loving Son,
Trevor - Forever who will always be by your side.

Thank you so much my Trevor love!

I heard all the creatures praying for me and encouraging me in my heart. I really did. And please thank Auntie LoveMyMickey for sending your message to me. She is the BEST!

And mommy made it through her first Chemo Day!!!!!! It was tough, but I hear the rest are much easier. Your daddy was a champ, too!

Talk to you (and everyone) tomorrow!

I LOVE YOU, MY TREVOR!
XOmommyXO

Bobbie your strength comes from the kindness of your Heart the care you give to all brings sunshine
in time of need my words they come in a thought that will touch the hearts of the ones that care
for...my grief is my chains that keeps me here at the same time it frees me each thought that comes
to mind hurts me...seems pain becomes my friend these days so i kneel.

To a special friend what do i say when I am unable to take the hurt away.Well i like to listen to the one
that writes with chalk; i do wish you well i am with out flight my words for you comes without..When i
have lost Jen seems i take the time to see Each cloud that moves across the sky the sun that dance
with the Trees this carrys over to understand others intime of need you have great strength you just
need to set it free...Do not give up on your friends sometimes your friends need you to hold them up...

New Beginnings_A Flight in the Sun

That first step into the sunshine of life
begins with the opening of the family cocoon.
The catepillar becomes a butterfly
spreading her wings into the world

What she is today is but a tiny mirror
of the transformation that is yet to come.
For with time,Love,humor and warmth
She is an everchanging masterpiece.

Using the instincts that each of us have
to find the good in each other
to be a caring friend to listen and share
to laugh and cry with the ones that light shine

With loving support of family and friends.
she takes flight down an unknown road towards the future,
like the rising of the sun in the east
Each day filled with new beginnings

Finding excitement and challenge at each new turn.
Her flight through life filled with many happy Mr. Trevor
moments With memories to put in her book of life
As the sun moves along that steady are path across the sky

When the sun at last begins to set in the west
and her flight nears its end, she can look back along her path
and know that she has been everything she can be
and has done her very best.

Poem by linda dietz<Modified>

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Bobbie you may ask to much of me the ground i walk will not hold my own wieght as it crumbles beneath my feet
what i do know you have more strength and kindness within your heart for others will carry you in time
for your friends that speak they follow i know who the leader is i just needed to her your voice; and i thank you.

Do not forget that i am the man that sits at this bench waiting for my friend without sight....
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Seems i cannot raise my shield today;...

My next post will bring smile i promise;)

Forgive me for my words of passed seems my strength was less then..The path that you walk is without knowing
Bobbie i thank Mr.Trevor for this he gives you sight walk in his paw prints he has left a trial for you to follow what
a special friend that lights your way when the moon falls and we are left alone until morning light brings peace.

Now Put down your chalk; tell me about the little girl that walks behind the Ducklings in the morning light..
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Your heart is pure as the ones that you hold in your arms only you hide so much from the ones that
sit by your side and i see your strength seems you carry a shield aswell to protect the ones you love.

















A Poem by Joff

Butterfly<Modified>

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In a land of plenty i was born,
That was when i began to consume.
At first,the amount was very small,
But my hunger increased as i grew,

My eyes seen only what was for me,
Not caring for others,never thinking deep,
In time all things came within me,
But never enough, i could not sleep,

Something was missing, my search began,
So too my strange dreams i couldn;t ignore
I dream i was flying through the air,
And didn't need to consume any more,
As my thoughts of a friend bring me to my knee;s
And the sun light brings me peace to speak with my....J,..

With new eyes I have seen the brightest lights that set me free.'
From my new body burst the new me,
I lifted my wings and flew Free,

I looked down below as each pass of my wings sets me free,
This precious world the Beauty that few can see,
as the Beautiful Duckling runs to take flight he seeks
others to hold him when Angels sings so he might
fly free as this runway is as long as need be.

My Hidden Pain. Now i promised smile today let's begin;

When ever ineed and time seems to slip by each finger,
That grasps the light that brings hope and delight,
What shall you do i will bring light to show you,

Plant a Doixe seed deep within your Heart so others will see
A friend that brings morning light and gives me peace
As this seed will watch over the sun that shines with a beautiful face.
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Every doxie owner knows this face Dachshunds demand
they tell a story so you might understand; This one is so true <So Stubborn>
Like a tug of war at times;
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Upon entering a little country store,a stranger noticed a sign on the door that reads"Danger Beware of Dog"
Inside he noticed a Harmless Dachshund asleep on the floor beside the cash register.
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He asked the store manager,"Is this the dog folks are supposed to beware of??
Why in the world would you post that sign...

Because the manager replied,"Before i posted that sign,People kept tripping over him....
This was from a Doxie site something i came across

"ATTENTION PETCO SHOPPERS"

"We are having a special sale for a limited time only"

"Buy 1 Get 1 Free Delicious Doxie Crunchy Cookies"

"Please in a Orderly fashion walk to are Service Desk"

"As we have Someone standing buy to assist you"

Thank you and have a Nice Day'
















Wait For It....












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To my friend that holds the world against her shield i am just a peasant that Kneels in your presence
And wish for the Flight of Butterfly that each wing that spreads brings beautiful colors to
lift us all to the Heavens as we take breath find the ones that lead us to are friends
As they wait by Heavens Gate to Kiss each tear from are face.
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Dearest Trevor,

Mommy is BACK from the unyielding grip of chemotherapy. I have such a tremendous appreciation and, yes, immese anger towards those that failed you, appreciation for all that you suffered SILENTLY until you could no more. Next time (?) don't be so darn brave. Mommy will always be here/there for you.

And have you seen all the mesages and beautiful pictures from My Doxie and Me? WOW! Maybe I should stay off the site more often? NAH!! So many people now love YOU and are so good to me, that I could never do such a thing to them. I am only off this site when I am not feeling well physically. And that's a promise!!!!!!!

Oh, Trevor! You are the delight of my life always and forever. moon_beam was right again. Although I still miss you with a shredded heart and crushed soul, the stinging, searing, torturous pain has changed - just a bit - to a comfort that I did not think existed anywhere. Don't get me wrong. I miss you with everything I have, had or will have. I want to hug and kiss you over and over and over again. But now I know I must wait my time.....which most likely will be sooner than later. But, no matter! Our love flows freely back and forth all the time!

Have a peace-filled night with all your friends and the newbies that arrive every second!

I LOVE YOU, MY TREVOR!
XOmommyXO

Hello Sweet Trevor....Auntie LoveMyMickey checking in and sending your mommy a poem I found:


I Care

I’m sending this to let you know
I think of you each day,
And pray for your recovery,
Hoping soon you’ll be okay.

You’re going through a lot right now;
You’re treatments can be trying;
Remember while you do them
It’s your problem you’re defying.

Hold on to your positive attitude,
And when things get hard to bear,
Know that I am here for you;
Remember that I care.

And when you’re well and flourishing,
Look back and realize,
You learned what you were made of;
That’s a reward that satisfies!

I believe in you; You can do it!



Love you both!!!


LoveMyMickey

Hello my darling!

I love you, Trevor............................................and always will!


Your tired momma,
XOmommyXO

Hi, Bobbie, stopping by to say hello and to bask in the warmth of your beautiful love letters to your beloved Trevor. I know your sister Jeanne is arriving this weekend to be with you, and I wish her safe and happy trails. I hope today is treating you kindly, and that you will have a very peaceful evening blessed with your beloved Trevor's sweet Living Spirit to comfort you. Please know you, Stan, and your precious Dreamer and Kelley are in my thoughts and prayers, and that I always look forward to sharing your news and your treasured memories of your beloved Trevor.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam

Dear LoveMyMickey, moon_beam and My Doxie and Me,

First, let me thank each of you for your unconditional support and understanding and I try to figure out this chemotherapy and side effects stuff. It sounds easy enough, but it isn't. For example, today my tongue has become very sensitive to anything even remotely carbonated or "rough" in texture. Don't know if that is just today for from now on.

I look forward to and relish in the loving thoughts that each of you send me. I feel honored that you would continue to do so when you don't always receive a reply or a thank you. Please know that every single word is very precious to me and is one of the best parts of my beating this monster. If you don't feel like writing, I understand and will print an reread your previous messages and memorize the images you send. I don't know what I have ever done to deserve such friendship, but I am eternally grateful and don't waste one word of the messages. Trevor loves them, too.

May God (or your Hgher Power) bless you for what you have given me and I hope will continue to bless me with. I truly have never had three more devoted and true friends than you.

To: Mr. Trevor,
And don't forget that if it wasn't for YOU in my life, I would never know these amazing individuals and they would never have known of YOU!

I LOVE YOU ALL!
XOmommyXO
XOBobbieXO

Oh Bobbie, no thanks or replies are necessary. I know you don't feel well. I'm just glad we can be here for you. You have been a good friend to me and my Mickey....I hope and pray that chemo doesn't make you so sick and does the job it's supposed to do.....I pray every day for you, Bobbie, to get well and also for your family....God Bless You!

Loads of love coming your way...

LoveMyMickey


Hello my little Trevor, I'm especially remembering you and Mickey today, the 22nd. I still see butterflies and I saw a buff colored one the other day and I thought of you, Trevor........Keep sending those love rays to your mommy and all the encouragement you can find.

Loads of love coming your way too.

Auntie LoveMyMickey

Bobbie i have found words for others that helps me lift this grief i carry and you have sparked a light so i might see
the path i walk in search of my friends... the many i have come across brings hope as i draw strength from all
I would never speak and i would never write and yet it seems...What a blessing LS is for my thoughts remain here it's where
Beautiful People come to Kneel for there friends;...


forgive me as words of past seems iam in the dark searching for my friend, when you could never ask enough of what thoughts might be<Spark>...
i prefer silence and yet i cannot keep silent;
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Poem by Quiet Poetry
Author Unknown
So much to take from these words
it's as if all your friends are speaking; Beautiful...

The Willow Tree
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Alone Willow Tree stands tall in a field
only a breath away from the forest of Pine Trees.
There she sits in her quiet and grace
As she listens to the chorus of their promise of glory.

She stands in awe of their strength and majesty
Nearly heading their music,"Come now and join me"
But the willow Tree knows she will never reach their heights
Nor grow in their beauty of near perfect symmetry.

Tears begin to fall as the willow Tree weeps
her limbs twisting in pain as her leaves touch the ground
but with that touch she reaches the land and feels the strength
of both the earth and the flowers that surround

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They begin to serenade the Willow Tree in their own gentle way
a song filled with the aroma of life's simple truths
although she may never stand as tall within the forest of Pines
her own strength can be found within the life of her roots

Roots which are simply planted within earths loving hands
never ceasing to search for life's sustenance
allowing her to endure through the cold winter months
then awaken once again with the new hope of spring
to feel life born again and the wonder of renewing

Their shy choir sings filled with words of inspiration
imploring her to realize that although a majestic Pine Tree
is something she will never be, the acceptance of her own beauty
will be the truth to set us free

The willow Tree listened to the songs of the Earth's truth
feelings the nourishment of her own worth flow quietly through her limbs
and in her solitude she begins to gracefully shimmer and sway
embrace her own uniqueness in her dance with the winds


In searching for my friends forgivness i found a beautiful heart so happens Trevor was leading;
I send you a Knight for he will watch over you be well my Willow Tree...

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Oh my Trevor (and all your brothers and friends);

Mr. My Doxie has written the perfect words describing how mommy is feeling right now. Thank you for reaching him and telling him!

Mommy loves and misses each and every one of you because you brought such joy and surprise and wonder and fun to my life, at the perfect times. You kissed me with your love and taught me lessons that, many times, took a long time for me to learn. Crocker is my gentle soul - so sensitive and so loving with such a short time together. Birney, well the best way to describe you is one word and that is "Sarah". You know her. You brought such delight and micshief to my every day and you just could not wait until mommy and daddy left the house............Poor Kelly became your cohort in crime, only following your lead and your bribery of letting him eat the crayons he loved. Kelly was my first rescue and gave me 10 additional years of devotion love. Kelly is the only one who would eat ice cube after ice cube until his core temperature would drop and mommy would have to wrap him in lankets and heating pads to warm him up. What a great time to hug and snuggle with him. Birney, you legacy wll live on one day beyond forever! Little Jasper came to us with fatal illnesses that we did not know of, but got to spend 3 weeks on soft floors, air conditioning, even softer beds and had his own toys. Jasper, I will love you forever. Then Came Rudy! What a joy! What fun! What a lover! The only dog I've know that barked every time he pooped!!! As if to tell the world how proud he was of his accomplishment! I let you down, too, Rudy, at the end. But learned a huge life and end-of-life lesson. I hope you have forgiven me.
Then, Trevor..........................................................................
.....

Mommy is scared, confused, sad, mixed up and a thousand emotions rolled into one - a little girl raised Catholic with all the "shoulds" to become a saint. I still love my faith and my God, in a new and gentler way, but those shoulds keep popping up when I really don't need them now. Dear Lord, help me to learn my God-given value and then I ca be filled with YOU!

Thank you, everyone, for reading this and tolerating my confusion. I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!

XOBobbieXO