Hi My Angels

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Mommy Loves You
Doz mommy sends you pieces of cheese
Max mommy sends you your favorite head scratch
Lots and Lots of kisses
*********x

Hi Angels
Mommy has wrote in a few days but I have thought of you both everyday. I was very sad the other day when we opened the pool
I thought of you Dozer wanting to jump in with daddy. Just came in from outside on the deck and had to come write to you both.
All me and daddy do is talk about you both not being here. It just isnt the same without you both laying on the deck with us. Makes us both very sad. Its just so unfair that your lives were both cut short at only 7, you both should still be here enjoying life with us. I love and miss you sooooo much that some days I dont even want to get out of bed. You are my precious angels now and forever.

Big kiss and lots of love my Angels
xoxoxoxo
Mommy

Dear Anna
These 'firsts' are so hard to bear. Enjoy your pool ,your Darling Angel Dozer would want you to remember happy times there with him.
Thinking of you.
Love and hugs to you and your Angels

Jan and Pixie and my Angels xx

Hi Anna--

I just realized that I never thanked you for the wonderful wolf image that you posted on my thread. I'm really sorry--I loved it!

Yes, please enjoy your pool--get the most from it. Dozer would want you to be splashing and happy and serene in the water, having a grand time! Wish I had one myself--Lady would enjoy it a lot...

Happy Memorial Day!

Big Hugs from Margi and Wonderwolf

Thanks Margi, and you are welcome I seen that picture of the wolf and thought right away of Lady wolfe.

P.S. My Angels I love and miss you very much. You both will never be forgotten

Love
Mommy
xoxo

Hi My Angels
There have been 2 more sweet angels that have come to join you. Ladywolf and Sweet Pea. Please watch over them. Mommy Loves you and I know
how thier mommy is feeling. It is very heart breaking to loose something that we love very much. Makes me very sad that everyone here has lost a
precious angel. I pray that all of our angels are connected and toghter there at the rainbow bridge as we are here at LS.

Sending hugs and kisses
Love Mommy
xoxoxo

Hi My Angels
Doz Mommy and daddy had your favorite for dinner tonight. (PIZZA) I thought of you every bite even daddy said how he wished you were here sitting at his side waiting for your box of crust. It is still hard 3 months later my angel to even buy pizza. Max my baby boy dont think you werent thought of either you would sit right here and wait for yours too. Its just that Doz was taken to pizza hut from 10 weeks to 7 years he even knew what the box looked like and would get so excited when he seen it. Max you my baby you loved anything that was food you would wiggle that nubbie when ever you heard a bag rattle or got a whif of any type of food you loved to eat, you could eat circles around Doz. I hope you both are having all the pizza and cheese and all the treats that your little hearts desire. I will always remember all those little things you did and loved to do. You both are still part of us and all the things that we did with you and always will be.

Mommy's Boys
love you
xoxoxo

HI ANNA,

PLEASE CHECK YOUR PM'S.

I STILL CANNOT SEE. OY.

SO SORRY AND HOPE TO HAVE VISION BACK SOON.

HELLO TO ALL OF YOU AND I SEND MY LOVE, HUGS AND KISSES TO YOU AND YOUR ANGEL FUR BABIES.

I WISH YOU PEACE.

ALWAYS,
DOTTIE XOXOXOX

OMG, DOTTIE--YOU CAN'T SEE? WHAT'S THAT ALL ABOUT?

WE MISS YOU TERRIBLY--PLEASE GET YOUR EYES BACK AND COME BACK TO US SOON! WE LOVE YOU !!!

BIG HUGS-MARGI

Hi Angels
Mommy just wants to let you know I love you and I am thinking about you as always. Sending you
lots of kisses. Its been 6 months and 3 months and I still have moments that I dont want to believe you both
are not here. But as much as i think of you both you are so much alive in my heart.

Missing you always and forever my Angels
xoxoxo

Hi Angels
Mommy loves you and misses you very very much.
Sending you lots of kisses and love. You are always on my mind
my sweet angels.

Mommy
xoxoxo

Hi My Angels
Mommy misses you very much. Doz Daddy's selling his big black truck tomorrow it will be bitter sweet. Mommy will be thinking of you alot tomorrow you knew the sound of that truck when it turned up the street. Daddy still has the little one though, the one that you and him took many many rides in. And his new one, your ashes have road in it mommy made sure of that. I love you both very much
.
Sending you both lots of kisses and love
Mommy
xoxoxo

You brought up a point that sometimes we take for granted. All the little things like having them ride in our truck/car when going to a store, or visiting a friend. Or the excitement they had when knowing they were driving somewhere to go for a walk or hike or swim. You said you carry their ashes when you go places. I've spread some of Kota's ashes in the places she likes. I still find it uncomfortable to look at the little tin box of ashes above the fireplace. I guess for you you've found it to be a healing process. I know how much I constantly miss Kota, especially at night when it's quiet and empty here. And your post made me realize how much you, and others here, still miss your loved ones.

Dennis

Hi Dennis
I am sorry that you cant still look at Kota's Urn. I find it soo comforting holding my Dozer's ashes. I hold them kiss them I know its just
his remains but they are part of him. Many days I bring them from the bedroom and put him in the living room on the table in the sun. I guess in some weird way I feel as if I am still taking care of him. We all here truely do greive in so many different ways but we all feel the same way we love them and just want them back. My other 3 angels are burried and I do go talk to them. I have found it so much more comforting though haveing Dozer here in the house that is where he loved it. He was more an inside the house dog and only liked it outside when we were out with him. So he is where I know he loved to be right next to the bed on his daddy's side of the bed. At first I didnt think I would handle having remains in my home but it has been the total opposite for me. One day he will be burried with my husband. But yes they were so much apart of everything we did. You dont realize it until they are gone and the house is empty that is for sure. I miss him and my Max terribly. My smokey and Lady have been gone for 5 years I still miss them also, but the hurt has subsided to thinking of them in a happy way and all the joy they brought to us. That is how we came to get our Dozer and Max and now 3 months apart they both are gone it is gut wrenching the emptiness, the home so quiet you can here a pin drop. It will take much longer for the grief process this time with loosing 2. My heart goes out to you for I know you are alone with no companion. Its been 6 months since my Max and 3 months for Dozer and I still have days I just cry and cry. I know it will get better but it isnt happening fast enough. I am so glad we have this wonderful place to come and express our feelings, let out our anger and even just come here to write to our Angels. In my heart I will always keep them alive as alive as I can. I do think of everyone here going through this awful pain. I used to write on others post alot but some times I dont even know what to say, I know I cant take away the pain I would if I could. So please know I am thinking of you and your empty home.

Hugs
Anna and my Precious Angels

Hi My Angels
Mommy wants you to please watch over little Chico when he comes to jon you. He is a precious little boy. There have been so many Angels that mommy has come to know and I know that you all are togehter there at the Rainbow bridge like us here that you have left behind. One day we all will be reunited and all of us here cant wait to be with our angels again. But until then my angels watch over us and never stray far from us and our hearts.

Love you
Mommy
xoxoxo

Hi Angels
Mommy is back home I went away for a couple days to celebrate your Grandma's 75th B-Day. I am now back home I JUST HAD TO COME HERE TO LET YOU KNOW MOMMY MISSES YOU AND LOVES very much. It seems so wierd to go away and not be so worried about my angels being left alone while daddy went to work. I now know though that you are in the best hands and know that you are being well taken care of and just running so free. My angels I know you are with mommy everywhere I go rather it be far or near. Mommy sends you lots of kisses and head scrates and belly rubs.

Hugs my Angels
Mommy
xoxoxox

Hi Angels
Mommy just wants you to know I am always thinking of you.

Missing You
Love Mommy
xoxoxo

Dear Anna,

Thank you again for leaving a reply on my post about Lucy, and for making the beautiful little angel picture of her.
I read the posts in this thread and also the other thread you started about Max.
I just wanted to say how sorry I am for your two losses so close to each other. Your Max and Dozer sound like wonderful dogs and you and your husband certainly gave them the most enviable lives--eating cheese & pizza & going for truck rides, it sounds like the definition of doggie heaven on earth!
It sounds like you are wondering about opening your heart & home to another dog. Unfortunately I can't offer any advice on this b/c Lucy was the only pet I've ever had, but I hope that you will soon be able to get a sense of what feels "right" to you.

take care,
soojung

Thinking of you Anna and your furangels. How is the puppy search going?

Many hugs,
Sonya

Hi Sonya
I am still searching but I feel in my heart that I am not finding the right puppy because I truely keep looking for the ones I just lost and that will never happen. In my mind I want another puppy but in my heart I dont know if I am ready. I am just so afraid it will just make me cry even more for my angels. So I dont know if that is why I just dont seem to find that right puppy. I guess when the time is right and that puppy that steels my heart l comes along I will know it. I just want it to be right for I want to be able to fully love my new baby as much as I love my angels if that is possible. I often think of you and your angel Brutus. This will be the first place I announce a new addition for sure. Thanks for asking Sonya.

Hugs
Anna

Anna, take your time. There is no rush....when it's right it will happen. A new pup will never replace such great souls as Max and Dozer...just add to it. I know someday the perfect pup/dog will find you...he/she is searching right now...it will happen.

Hugs,
Sonya

it's always special to me when i read on here about other's whose pets have the same name and it's happened for all of them. i lost my max 5 days ago, and couldn't have said it better myself...lovely.

Hi Angels
Mommy just wants to stop by here to let you know you are on my mind yesterday, today, tomorrow, and always.
I love you. Four months today my Angel Dozer. It feels as if its been 4 years since I last kissed you and yet the pain feels as fresh as the day you left.

The hurt never goes away Max and Dozer
Mommy
xoxoxo

Anna, I'm so sorry to hear about you losing Max and Dozer so close together, they are most certainly together. I have enjoyed reading your messages to them, telling them what you are doing, etc. They are both beautiful. What a wonderful life they had with you.
Just sending a message of love and support
Tracey

Thank you Tracey I said they were so close in life. They were both 7 and no signs of Dozer ever being sick he just died suddenly. I knowl in my heart that they are togther. I guess they both were meant to be with each other. The night Dozer died he went out and laid by Max's dog house and would not come in, like he new he was going to go join him. It just breaks my heart everyday I miss them both sooooo much. I come here to send them messages this is like my connection to them. I feel the karma from this site reaches to that Rainbow Bridge.

Hugs to you
Anna and my angels
xoxo

Hi Anna and your angels--

I think it is so sweet that you come here all the time to send love to your angels. I'm not doing that, but maybe I should try it.

It was one month ago today that Ladywolf died. How long has it been now for Max and Dozer? I can't quite remember...

Just wanted to send you a lot of love, from

Margi and Spiritwolf

Hi Margi its will be 7 months tomrrow for Max and it was just 4 months for Dozer on the 28th. I see it has been a month already for you. Gosh how time goes by so fast, just like thier life seemed to go. I come here to write to my angels it is good therapy for me, and I feel they here me when I come here to write to them. Many times like I have said while writing to them I have had very strong smells of them like they are letting me know they hear me. Also one day I will print these things I write it is like keeping a journal of my journey. I miss them soo much. I hope you are doing ok. I seen your beautiful photos of Ladywolf. Margi she sure was a pretty girl (wolf). I know all of our angels are togther with each other just waiting to be reunited with us. They sure aren't alone. I guess we should be so thankful for this site also for we arent not alone either.

Hugs to you Margi
Anna and my angels

I'm trying to catch up a little for being absent from here lately. I've been reading other's posts but can't find the energy or even the words to write. Like you said, with this site we aren't alone. I guess I'm here now writing to prove to myself that I exist and am not an invisible ghost. I'm so disconnected from life...it seems really harsh lately. You talk a lot about your "angels". My Kota was an angel when she was alive. I picture and see her in everything I do, but I can't touch her, and I really don't know where she is now. I hate having her now as a tin of ashes. The one thing you said, I can really relate to, "I miss them soo much!"


dennis

Dennis
I want to beleive our angels are at the beautiful place called Rainbow BRIDGE WAITING FOR US. Like you said they were angels here so they have to be angels now. Angels dont die they live forever.

Hugs
Anna and my angels

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Hi My Angels
Mommy is sending you your own fireworks. Max I know you will be trying to catch them with your mouth like you used to do when daddy would light them off you would go crazy trying to get to them. But where you are my angel you can catch them and mommy knows they wont hurt you. Dozer my angel you where always afraid of the bang noise but these mommy is sending you dont make any noise. I love the ones at the rainbow my Angels I pray that where you are looks just like the picture. I love you both and miss you dearly. This year just isnt the same without you both here. We had a cookout today and it was very sad that you were not here laying out by the pool with us waiting for your hand outs. Makes me cry everytime we do something that you should be here enjoying also.
Hugs My Sweet Babies
Mommy
xoxoxox

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Hi Angels thinking of you today as I do everyday.

Love Mommy
hugs and Kisses
xoxoxo

Hi Angels
I am missing you both very much lately I just wish I could see you both even if it were to just give you a kiss.
Daddy and I have been talking alot about you both the past few days. I had a good cry last night but it didnt
make me feel any better. My heart is just so empty. I will never stop thinking about you. Mommy is sending you both
lots and lots of love and kisses. Doz we went to pizza hut today my first visit there since you passed and mommy got so depressed and did not eat one slice I had to go outside and wait for daddy. It just wasnt the same not being able to save you your crust to bring home in your little box. It broke my heart all over. I remember you from a puppy up you would go and wait in the car for your pizza box. Makes me cry just thinking about it. Max mommy would always made sure Dozer shared it with you. My two peas in a pod. Well mommy has to go because I am very sad right now.

Doz and Max I love you
Mommy
xoxoxo

Thinking of you Dear Anna and your precious Angels.
Sending Hugs
Love
Jan and Pixie and my Angels xx

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Mommy seen this picture and just had to post it.
Doz it makes mommy think back to when you were this little
looks just like you.

Hi My Angels
I miss you both very much. I know one of you were here the other night when mommy was laying on the sofa. Dont know which one of you it was but thank you for letting mommy know you are still around and with me. Never stop coming around it warms mommy's heart so much.

Sending you both lots of hugs and kisses
Mommy
xoxoxo

I haven't posted in a bit, but was reading your touching messages to your loved ones. I know how weird it is to think that now you can't even bring back food scraps for them. Now, whenever I go to the store, I have to turn my head when I walk past the pet aisle. Some hurts just go too deep. Letting you know I'm thinking of you and how much you loved/still love them.

Dennis

Thanks Dennis it was my first time going to Pizza hut since my angel Doz passed that was his all time favorite. We weaned him on pizza from the day we brought him home. All he had to do is see that little pizza box and he went crazy. I just miss them soo much. I hope you are doing ok. The hurt just never seems to go away does it. Thinking of you too.

Hugs
Anna

Hi My Angels
Mommy just finished looking at all your pictures and giving them lots of kisses. I look at them everyday on my computer. I need to see your faces everyday. I love you and hope the four of you are togther watching down over mommy and having fun til I come to be with you again

Love you very very much
Mommy
xoxo

Hi Angels
Mommy has done nothing but cry past two days I am just missing you so much. I dont know why I am crying so much the past two days.
I just want to hug and kiss you so much. The more time that goes by the more I realize how much I really miss you I guess. They say absence makes the heart grow fonder and boy how true. I hope you are alot happier then I am I cant stand the thought that you both are as sad as mommy because you had to leave. All of a sudden I am having those thoughts about the day you left again. I wish I could make them go away. My life was just so happy when you were here and now it is just so empty and sad. You have taken a piece of my heart and happiness with you. Pieces that can never be fixed or replaced. When days are sunny and beautiful now they arent in my world they are gloomy and ugly without you here. I have lost the desire to even go out to enjoy them. I just dont have any desire to do much of anything anymore. I did not plant flowers for the first time in 18 years just like not even putting up a tree at christmas nothing seems to matter. You were mommy's sunshine and I love you very much. I have to go now because I cant stop crying.

Love you so so much
Mommy
xoxoxo

Anna...I'm so sorry you are having hard days...I am praying for you and your hubby. Max and Dozer ARE happy where they are except they do not like to see you so sad. I too have had days like you are having, I forced myself to plant flowers this spring....sometimes you just have to force yourself to do the normal things.

Hugs and much Love,
Sonya

Hi Angels
Mommy is up reading others post and my heart is very sad for them. The pain of losing our angels is the worse pain
ever. I dont know if I will ever get over the pain that I feel for you. Mommy misses you every day. I am sending you
lots of love and kisses. Lady Bud I know you are there keeping my boys in line. Love you my little man smokey, I know
you and max and Dozer are having a good time and I know you are snuggleling up with your head right on ladybud. Mommy's
only comfort is knowing that you are all togther.

Love you always and forever
Mommy
xoxo

Hi Angels
Mommy just wants you to know I love you and miss you very much.
I have been thinking alot about you. I have so many reminders everyday
of you here. Things that I will never get rid of. Keep watching over me and
keep sending mommy signs that you are near.

Sending you head scratches and belly rubs
Lots of kisses
Mommy
xoxoxo

Hi,

Just reading your messages to your loved ones. I feel the same way all the time. Most of my friends and relatives just don't get it. I miss my little girl continuously. Take care
Dennis

Thanks Dennis
It seems that its only here that everyone seems to know the real pain of losing our angels.

Hugs to you
Anna and My forever Angels

Hi Angels
Mommy and Daddy went away for a few days to look at a new puppy but the puppy just wasn't the one
for us. It seemed very strange to have gone away for a few days. It was the first time in 7 years that we actually
took a trip togther somewhere. We never wanted to leave you so as you know either mommy went somewhere and daddy
stayed home with you or vice versa. So it sure was something new for us. We both miss you so much. Keep watching
over us my angels and know that you are loved and missed everyday.

Mommy sends you lots of belly rub head scratches and kisses
xoxoxoxo

I guess that for some of us, it takes awhile to even think about getting another pet, let alone doing it. Must have been a weird feeling looking at a new puppy. Brave, and human, of you and your husband to even do it. I guess that 7 years ago when you went on vacation, you always had the clan to come back to and greet you. Must have been hard going away and then coming back home. Glad you are still writing to and loving them.

Dennis

Hi Anna--

Good for you for recognizing that the puppy wasn't the right one for you. Not everyone would be that attuned to things. The right dog will find you, and you him or her, when the time is absolutely right too.

Yes, it must have been strange to go away, leaving no one at home waiting for you. I hope that you managed to have some fun, too!?

Hugs from Margi, Spiritwolf, and Leopold the Strange

Hi Angels
Mommy misses you

Sending you kisses
xoxoxo

Hi My Angels
Mommy needs your help I know you know what for. I will say a little prayer before I go to sleep.
Please try to help mommy and do a little miracle if you can. If things dont work out then mommy
will take that as a little sign from you. Mommy just wants to feel a little happiness. I love you
my angels and I know you will try your best.

I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU
Lots of kisses
xoxoxoxoxoxo
Mommy

Hi Anna--

I just wanted to send you oodles and bunches of love and support during what seems to be a challenging time. I'm wishing for miracles for you too--you deserve them!

Big big hugs from Margi, Spiritwolf, and Leopold the Bold One

Thank you Margi my angels answered my prayers today. I will post the news soon.

Hugs
Anna