Hello all...
Some of you might remember me... i found this wonderful place right after i lost my P-kitty a couple of years ago. The people and the warm kindness i received made the grief somewhat more bearable, and i cannot thank those people enough...
This is the link to my post about P-kitty:
http://lightning-strike.com/forum/index.ph...owtopic=221&hl=
Then, my Angel-girl took ill:
http://lightning-strike.com/forum/index.ph...wtopic=1734&hl=
And now it looks like i might lose my kitty Sarge.
For the past two weeks or so, Sarge just hasn't been himself. One day he showed up with his right eye closed. It was horrible looking, like something poked him in the eye. Over time his eye got better, but he has been going downhill. He still eats (a little) but all he does is sleep. He hasn't wanted to go outside, and now he is walking just like Angel did...slow. Oh God...please. I can't handle loosing another one.
We are taking him to the vet in the morning...but i'm so scared that what happened with Angel is going to happen to Sarge. I can't bear the thought that when i come tomorrow, he might not be with me.
I've tried to just sit with him, but everytime i look at him, i break down in tears. He's my sweetie and i can't imagine life without him.
I feel hopeless and lost and so alone. No one around me seems to understand. I'm trying so hard to remain positive, that the vet will be able to help him. But i don't want him suffer anymore. I love him too much.
<sigh>