Hi My Angels
I miss you both soooooo much it hurts everyday that I have to go on without you. Dozer mommy wrote you a poem. I would post you your own forum but I know you would rather share one with your brother Max. It looks like you both were inseperatable even in death for you both have left us 3 months apart and both at 7. It must be meant for you both to be together. So Doz mommy will post it here for you.


In Memory Of You, Our Dozer

Dozer you were Daddy's buddy, and best friend
He has been very sad that your life had to end

His truck seat beside him, so empty and still
Just like our back yard and up on the hill

You were all that a bullmastiff should be
In your photos that is so plain to see

You were the best of the best
And stood out from all the rest

We could search the world over and over again
We will never find one like you Dozer, our angel and friend

You were one in a million, with such a personality
And now we must face that, and except the reality

You will always live on in our heart
So Dozer by death we will never part

Our house now just isnt a home
For you have left us to soon and all alone

Dozer our big sweet angel boy
I want you to know having you was such a joy

We were truley blessed to have you in our lives
Even though our loss feels like we have been stabbed with knives

You gave us much happiness, loyality and love
And was truley a gift, sent to us from god above

Remember one thing our angel boy, you will never be alone
For your ashes will always, remain in our loving home

Rest in piece our Dozer ,our angel and friend
Until our lives are no longer, and come to an end

I pray that one day, we will meet in heaven again
Where we will live for eternity, and life has no end

See You In heaven Our Angel

Written by: Anna Svec


Dozer you are so beautiful mommy sends you bunches of kisses
Mommy
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo


Max Mommy loves you too very much and sends you your head scratches
XOXOXOXO

Dozer & Max
Hi My Angels missing you so much. I so sad that you both have left us so soon. We had so much more love to share.

Mommy
xoxoxo

Hi Anna...love your poem about Dozer.

Hope you are doing ok.

Hugs to you and your fur angels, Max, and Dozer,
Brutus's Mom

Thank you Sonya it has been very hard with losing both of our babies. I am trying to go on but it isnt easy we went to the Pittsburgh dog show today in hopes of finding a bullmastiff breeder after seeing the ones they had there it just made me cry even more. I cried the whole time I was there. There wasn't one there that could even compare to our beautiful boy. And I am not just saying that because he was ours but because it was the truth. I have breeders on the phone telling me he was one in a million one breeder even said to me he could not sell me one of his puppies because I would be disapointed after he seen dozers pictures. It makes my heart hurt even more knowing how wonderful he was. Hope you are doing ok as well I know we will never replace the angels that we have lost.

Anna
xoxo

Hi Anna
So sorry that you had a bad day and the show didn't help. I'm sure your darlings Dozer and Max will guide you to the right puppy when the time is right. Thinking of you. Hope to 'chat' soon.

Love Jan xx

Hi My Angel Boys
I am missing you both sooo much and just cant stop thinking of you both. My heart is just broken in two. It will take me along time to recover from the loss of both of you. It still just doesnt seem real at the moment, there are times I just want to wake up and you both be sitting right here. I love you both so much I still pray that there truly is a rainbow heaven and that you both and lady and smokey are togther.

Missing you
Mommy
xoxoxo

Hi Anna--

I just wanted to check in and say hi, and let you know that I am thinking of you. Man, what a beautiful boy Dozer was! I used to raise Great Danes, so I know those big bruisers very well!

Sending you wishes for peace in your healing process--

Margi and Ladywolf

Thanks Margi,
He certainly left a hole in my heart as big as his head. He was more then beautiful he was extrodinary words cant even begin to say all that he was and all that he meant to us. Max was my little idiot as my husband would call him but I loved him very much and he was very smart. Dozer was the clown and very very lovable. God it hurts sooo much to even talk about it sorry I have to get off here makes me cry way to much.

Hugs
xoxo

Anna...I'm so sorry for you. I wish I could take away your pain. I know what it feels like, but to have it twice so close together just isn't fair, I can't imagine how overwhelmed you are. Thankyou again for your poem about Brutus.


Hugs,
Brutus' Mom

Sonya you are quite welcome my angels seem to have givin me a gift through the loss of them. I hope through my own pain I can bring a smile to someone else. They have brought out emotions and feelings that I did not even know existed. When people say the power of love well I now know the the true meaning of it. I never wrote a poem until the loss of Max but seems now I can just sit down and write one with using no thought at all the words just seem to keep coming. Just reading everyones stories and heartache that one feels when losing a pet it is just so inspirational to me. Just being here at LS and seeing the bond between our fur angels and us humans keeps my faith that we will see them again in a better place.

Anna & My Sweet Angels
xoxoxo

Hi My Angels
Mommy found this beautiful angel that looks just like how I am feeling.
I wish it was that easy to think that way I am so thankful for you and thank
god for sending you to us. And I am so grateful for the 7 years but mommy just
wishes I had seven more with you. I just miss your presence so much. I love you

Mommy sends you kisses and head scratches



Love you
Mommy
xoxoxo

Hi My Angels
just wanted to tell you I miss and Love you

Mommy
xoxo

Max & Dozer my Angels
I want you to know I am missing you both and want to wish my babies Happy Easter. My holidays will
never be the same without you here. But I want you to know you are in my heart forever.

Love you very much
Mommy
xoxoxo

Hi May Angels
I love and miss you very much. My days are so lonely without you here. Hope you both are watching over me and daddy.

Hugs and Kisses
xoxoxoxooxoxox
Mommy

Hi My Preciousn Angels
Mommy misses and loves you both so so much. Please guide me and daddy to a new puppy. We will never replace either one of you we know that, but we need something to fill the void in our heart that you both have left us with. It makes mommy cry just thinking about a new puppy I would give anything to have you both here instead.

Love You both very much
Mommy
Sending Hugs and Kisses to you Both
xoxoxoxo

I am so glad you have decided to get another dog. As you say, you'll never replace your lost darlings but sometimes a broken heart expands as it heals and makes way for something - or someone - new. Your fur-babies would understand and approve. Godspeed!

Barbara

Hi My Angels

Mommy is thinking of you to being togther. I miss you both very much the only thing that makes mommy
feel a little better is knowing you both are with each other forever.

Missing you
Mommy
xoxox

Hi My Angels
Thinking of you both and feeling very sad that we are going to look at a puppy this weekend. I feel like we are trying to replace you both. Please know that we could never replace either one of you. But in my heart it feels like I am letting you both down even considering looking at another dog. Its just that you both have left are home so lonely without your love and presence that its to hard to bare around here. Not seeing one of you at the steps waiting when we walk in. Oh how hard it has been without you here. I still cry quite alot and try to tell myself getting another furbaby isnt trying to replace you just fill in were you left us. I love you both sooo much and wish you were still here. Mommy has to go for I am starting to cry again

Love you
Mommy
xoxoxo

Deciding to take that step is hard. I know your babies understand. But I know it's still hard. My husband and I found ourselves in a situation where we felt compelled to take in a cat only a week after our Niles died. I wasn't ready but she desperately needed a home. Her heart is broken just as mine is and we're trying to work through it together. But, I will not tell people I have a "new" cat. That just doesn't feel right, you know? I just say another cat. She can't replace them. My relationship with my boys was all mine and theirs.
If you bring home "another" baby, try to do things differently than what you did with your other babies. Like food bowls in another place, not using the same cute sayings or games. I don't know, it's helped me to try to establish a different relationship. It makes me feel like I'm not trying to replace the boys. Maybe that will help you too.
Your letters to your babies touch my heart. I understand the longing that you have. Best wishes to you as you maybe bring a different story into your home.
-Donna

Thank you Donna for your support. This is very hard for me even though I know it will eventually help heal the emptiness in the home. It will never fill the hole left in my heart. It has just really hat amazed me that one could feel so much pain. I guess loosing two in less then three months and both at the same age has not helped. I hadnt even had time to fully greive my Max when I had to endure loosing our Dozer. I couldnt even stand the thought of getting another puppy when Max died my husband tried to tell me to go rescue one but now that Dozer too has left it truley is to much to bare with the silence of an empty home. My husband is so lost without Dozer that he too now dont know what to do with his time. I am just so afraid that It will make me think of them even more specially when I am doing things with the new puppy I will wish it were with my angels. The emotions that just keep running it is truley awful even though I know that is what we need around here to keep us from really going crazy. I am trying to tell myself that the new puppy will be in honor of our angels. They would want us to love another like we loved them.

Thank You for your kind words
Hugs
Anna