I feel so empty. Losing both Katie and Gizzy have simply deadened my emotions. Saturday, I cried so much I was sick, and now, I feel like a zombie. I miss them so much.... My poor sweet babies...Gizzy never stood a chance against the SUV that hit her, and I feel guilty because I didn't chase her down and put her back into the house. I was so upset and preoccupied with Katie, I just didn't do it. Now, she's gone too. I just want my babies back.

danslady

Your Gizzy was so beautiful. I love her little furry face. All the things you are feeling are normal. You have lost two beloved members of your family and nobody can expect you not to feel the way you do. Just let yourself grieve however you need to. I still cry almost every day when I think of my Alley.

I know that Gizzy and Katie are both together and you will see them again someday.

Tell Gizzy to look for Alley. I'm sure she can show her all the best spots to curl up and nap.

Thinking of you and your girls.

Gizzy is so cute! Such a furry little ball! I'm so sorry that you're going through such rough times. I completely understand. Rajah was put down last Wednesday. There is never enough time to say goodbye!

danslady

Oh your Gizzy was so beautiful. (Congrats on getting the picture up). Right now I think 'numb' is the only thing you CAN feel. I'm so sorry you lost them both.

Love

I'm surprized you are coherent enough to type (so if you make some typos we will understand.)
I'm so sorry about your losses. Gizzy has a look of independence, I figure Gizzy was going to do was Gizzy was going to do, and poo poo on you if you try to change that mind. My cat used to sneak out often, and when he didn't want to be caught or found, we couldn't find him!
Who knows why Gizzy did that, at that particular moment. It was an accident. I've had pets get out when I'm in a hurry, and let them be until I get back. For 99% of the time everything is fine, and your mind was already on the chore you had to do.
Please don't blame yourself for an incident I'm sure 100% of us are guilty of at some point.

To lose both in one day is unimaginable. PLEASE take the time to mourn them both. I know guilt myself, I still fight with my "what ifs" all the time!
What if I had done this, what if I had done that. For a long time it played over and over in my head till I thought I'd go nuts.
Then, I realized I couldn't change time, I couldn't go back. I think I held on to the "what ifs" because like superman, if I flew around enough backwards maybe things could be reversed. But they couldn't, and I think that is what hurts the most.

It sounds like you are in shock right now, and that is easy to understand why.
My heart goes out to you. Take care, and post when you can. I'm OH SO SORRY.

I am at a loss for words, I am so so sorry that you have lost your two babies on the same day.
Please dont blame yourself.

Cleo1