just a note to all those kind sweet people who replied to my post about blaze. First of all sooo many thanks to you all, we all have heavy hearts or we would not be here. Losing him was such a shock and total horror to me, let me tell u of a dream I had about 2 monthes before he died, he was under a falling building coverd in blood scared crying, and I was trying to crawl in there to get to him but I could not! It was such a vivid dream when I woke up I held him tight>....Held him all day it was so real.. weird huh?? and last night I had 2 dreams of him that I was saving him from being held somewhere and in a snow storm,but I got him safely this time..I dont know what it means.Is he ok?? god it still kills me.Ok and 2nd my daughter and grandaughter are home here SAFE with me. He is out of our lives and hers and that I thank blaze and god for. I love this site it helps really give it time,also I have 6 babies whom I adore complety sabrina>golden ret dakota>teacup yorkie and the new bbie tia pitbull 8 wks! 2 cats nayla&jada and an african grey parrot rio! so Im a busy lady!! Again thank you to all for your support and kind words!! blazes mom

Less than a week before Jesse died I had a dream that we were riding on a wooden cart, pulled by two galloping horses, through a dark woods. Jesse began to slip off the back of the cart and although I tried to hold on to him, he was pulled away from me and disappeared.

I was so upset I got out of bed and held him for an hour. I guess sometimes we get a warning - it certainly was vivid enough to make me hug the heck out of him for a couple of days....