Dear Furry,
After 21 months I still miss you so much, you are the first thought I have when I wake & the last when I go to sleep. It's harder as the sun comes out, as you loved so much to sit in the garden with me, now I sit by your grave.
She Is Gone
You can shed tears that she is gone
Or you can smile because she lived
You can close your eyes & pray that she will come back
Or you can open your eyes & see all that she has left
Your heart can be empty because you can't see her
Or full of the love that you shared
You can turn your back on tomorrow & live yesterday
Or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday
You can remember her & only that she is gone
Or you can cherish her memory & let it live on
You can cry & close your mind, be empty & turn your back
Or you can do what she would want: smile, open your eyes, love & go on.
Dearest Furry, I am trying, but it's still so hard without you.
Sweet dreams, my best beloved.
Judith