2 Years Today

Hi,i have'nt been back to this site for a while, but today is the 2 year anniversary of my baby boy, i miss him so much,it's still as raw today as it was then, i really wish i could go back and changed that day so much, if someone said to me that i had one wish, iwould'nt wish to win the lottery,i wish monty was back with me.I MISS AND LOVE YOU MY BABY BOY,CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU AGAIN,MY LIFE IS SO SAD WITHOUT YOU!!!
LOVE ALWAYS MUMMY ***X

Help! I Feel Like Im Dying Inside

It's been 4 weeks today that my baby boy monty was hit by a car, and the pain in my heart is still as bad today as it was when it happened. Ican't stop crying, everywhere i go in my home reminds me of him. He was my life (even when i had my son 16months ago) monty was still my baby. He was such a character, he was a kind loveable boy that would sit on my shoulder allday if i let him, he would sleep on my pillow at night and purr me to sleep. My husband works quite long shifts 2pm to 1am, so when my son goes to bed it was just us to. 4 years ago i lost monty's brother harvey to a car aswell he was only 13months old, and now monty at the young age of 5 years ,he did'nt deserve to die! not like that. When harvey died i did get another cat, i got a little girl called millie, i got her for monty as he was not use to being on his own. I think it worked for him in a funny sort of way he tolerated her. Millie was also hit by a car but luckily survived.People have said to get another cat, but there is no way on earth that i would, i can't go through this again. I never let them out at night as i was so worried that they would get hit by a car, my god how wrong was i. I'm sorry but i can't even bear to add his photo to show you what a lovely boy he was.