Life's Unpleasent Reminders Options

[lewcynt]

I just got Odin's vet bill in the mail yesterday. I knew it would be coming eventually. Just when you think you free and clear... BAMM!!!!!!! You hit the wall without even breaking first. It just hurts and pains me. Some people around me see the money spent as a waste. But how can I place a price on what Odin brought into my life??? I honestly thought that he had a chance. I had to give him that chance. But it just wasn't meant to be. I just want him back so badly.... I would give anything to be able to cradle him in my arms, look into his beautiful gold eyes and kiss that dirty spot on his pink nose once more.

Loki must have sensed something was up with me last night. He just cuddled up and started to nuzzle against my neck and stayed with me as I cried myself to sleep. If I didn't have Loki I would be lost. I had always tried to prepare myself for life without Loki and Odin. Its inevitable, I knew it would happen one day. I just wasn't expecting it this soon though. Tomorrow will be five weeks without Odin. I can't believe how quickly it has all gone by. Maybe thats a good thing....

Thanks for listening,
Take Care All,
Cynthia