I Am Very Lonely Already Options

[LoveThem]

Yes, Jorge, keep writing here in your thread....even if it to pass the time until the 17th. Making contact with others really helps to let a person know they are not alone...that there are others who do care..

Even if you post each day as a daily journal of how you and Buster are doing....that passes the time too.

If there wasn't SOME warmth in the world...no one would be here but sometimes it takes time to find what you need to find.

You will find a lot of it here because most people here really do care about these babies and having felt the same losses, it is
easy to reach out to someone who is having pain dealing with an illness and a tremendous love for their baby.

You just hug and love Buster each day..cause each day is a gift we cherish...and before you know it...the 17th will come and taking him to see that specialist is a wonderful thing to do. I hope he has some good ideas to help Buster, especially clear out his nose.
I have heard of surgery removing tumors and I have heard of treatment to shrink them.....you just don't know until you ask and by making that appointment and taking his x-rays and him to the specialist.....I am praying and hoping he will have good answers for you.

Take Care, my friend, and write here each day if you wish....writing is a form of therapy and when we are anxious..anything that distracts us a little is helpful.

Hugs to you and Buster.

[havana]

There is indeed love and warmth in this world and it takes a special kind of person to recognize when it reveals itself. Both here in this forum as well as outside this forum I have been touched and blessed by many that have come into my life.

I'm so glad to have been privileged to meet you Jorge. You have touched my heart in a very special way.

Much love to you and Buster
Beth

Hi everyone, Buster is still doing well, he eats, drinks and barks and since taking those pills the bledding has stopped completely but he dosen't want to go out to our patio as much as I want him too [it has been raining like crazy here with lightning and thunderstorms] that could be it becouse he dosen't like being out side while is storming. We are still waiting for our the appointment, God Bless to all you, Buster and Jorge.

[myhrtisbrkn]

Jorge,

I'm so happy to hear Buster is doing well. I'm sending him thoughts and prayers that the specialist will be able to help.

Hang in there,
Dayna

[LoveThem]

Jorge

I am so glad to hear the pills have stopped the bleeding from Buster's nose..that has to make him feel more comfortable. That is a good sign. Next is the specialist.

I wouldn't worry about him not wanting to go out in the storm. I never had an animal that actually liked thunder and lightening.

Hugs to you two...keep up the good things and enjoy each other everyday.

[myhrtisbrkn]

Birga and Amos don't like thunderstorms either. Sadie would throw herself at them...barking and leaping, and spinning 360 degrees in mid-air as only a sheltie can. She would do that ( if we didn't make her stop ) until her tremendous fluffy coat was utterly sopping, and she looked like a drowned little rat.
I wish I had her on film doing that...never dreamed she would leave us at 7 yrs old. Sadie, we miss you sugar-bunny!

[goliath]

Hi everyone, Buster is still doing well, he eats, drinks and barks and since taking those pills the bledding had stop completely but he dosen't want to go out to our patio as much as I want him too [it has been raining like crazy here with lightning and thonderstorms] that could be it becouse he dosen't like being out side while is storming. We are still waiting for our the appointment, God Bless to all you, Buster and Jorge.

I am happy to hear that Buster is feeling a little more upbeat and it sounds like you are too Jorge. Thunderstorms can be upsetting for animals in the same way they are for many people. During thunderstorms when Goliath was still with us, not only would he not go outside..........but he could never find a place where he could find any peace inside the house either. Nobody ever got any rest in our house if it was storming.

God bless you and Buster Jorge. I'm glad you are both with us. Keep hangin' in there.

[jillster]

Hi Jorge ~ I just started reading your entries. I am SO that Buster is doing better.
We are all here for you.

Jill

[havana]

PLEASE, REMEMBER ME
TIME, SOMETIMES THE TIME JUST SLIPS AWAY AND YOUR LEFT WITH YESTERDAY, LEFT WITH THE MEMORIES. I, I'll ALWAYS THINK OF YOU AND SMILE, AND BE HAPPY FOR THE TIME I HAD YOU WITH ME.
THOUGH WE GO OUR SEPERATE WAYS, I WON'T FORGET SO DON'T FORGET THE MEMORIES WE MADE.
PLEASE REMEMBER, PLEASE REMEMBER I WAS THERE FOR YOU AND YOU WERE THERE FOR ME
PLEASE REMEMBER, OUR TIME TOGETHER, THE TIME WAS YOURS AND MINE AND WE WERE WILD AND FREE, PLEASE REMEMBER, PLEASE REMEMBER ME.
GOODBYE, THERE'S JUST NO SADDER WORD TO SAY AND IT'S SAD TO WALK AWAY WITH JUST THE MEMORIES. WHO'S TO KNOW WHAT MIGHT HAVE BEEN, WE'll LEAVE BEHIND A LIFE AND TIME
WE'll NEVER KNOW AGAIN.
PLEASE REMEMBER, PLEASE REMEMBER I WAS THERE FOR YOU AND YOU WERE THERE FOR ME
AND REMEMBER, PLEASE REMEMBER ME.
PLEASE REMEMBER, PLEASE REMEMBER I WAS THERE FOR YOU AND YOU WERE THERE FOR ME
PLEASE REMEMBER OUR TIME TOGETHER, THE TIME WAS YOURS AND MINE AND WE WERE WILD AND FREE
AND REMEMBER, PLEASE REMEMBER ME.
AND HOW WE LAUGH AND HOW WE SMILE AND HOW THIS WORLD WAS YOURS AND MINE
AND HOW NO DREAM WAS OUT OF REACH, I STOOD BY YOU AND YOU STOOD BY ME
WE TOOK EACH DAY AND MADE IT SHINE, WE WROTE OUR NAMES ACROSS THE SKY
WE RIDE SO FAST WE RIDE SO FREE, AND I HAD YOU AND YOU HAD ME
PLEASE REMEMBER, PLEASE REMEMBER ME .

[LoveThem]

Jorge

Your words here to Buster are so beautiful they make me cry at the feeling behind them. I hope you have them printed on a paper..you may want to just sit or lay with Buster next to you and read them to him...he will understand the tone in your voice.

There are 2 things I am glad I have from my Little Guy...one is pictures I have of him during the years he was with me...it means so much to look at them and I do put one in each room so he is kind of there waiting for me like he used to be.

The other thing is I kept some of his fur from his hairbrush and put it with a favorite toy he liked..a small rainbow ball.. in an air-tight Ziplock bag. I have been surprised to see that no matter how much time passes...the fur in that bag feels just as soft between my fingers as my boy did when I petted and brushed him. Sometimes I need to feel him physically and his fur is as good as I can do but it is his fur and I find it means a lot.

These are things I never heard of or thought of before but I get so much comfort from them that I have to mention them because if it sounds like a good idea....we can always snap a picture and save a piece of fur when they are still with us. The pictures I had since over the first 10 years..I did think to take them. The fur I thought about after losing my first one of my 3 related babies. I had his hairbrush and thought of keeping some fur when I looked at it and so I continued to do that for the 2nd who left in 2006 and my Little Guy who left last September.

So many people think of wonderful ways to remember their best friends and I am glad many here have shared them with others so I am sharing what comforts me with you.

I hope the specialist does find a way for you and Buster to have a lot more time together.
The idea the bleeding has been stopped and is not causing him that discomfort anymore is just wonderful...that already improves his quality of life a lot.

Think about reading your beautiful words to Buster...he will hear the love in your voice and you will see the love in his eyes....and that is a beautiful thing to think about.

[LoveThem]

HI, Jorge...Thank you for stopping by my thread and giving me such wonderful wishes.

I am glad to see you are spending your time reading and comforting others here. You are truly an unselfish person...looking to help others when you are worried about Buster.

I did look up on the Internet about nose tumors and of course everything depends upon what caused them but from what I read...there is something called radiation therapy that can help.
I also read that sometimes if treatment is too expensive...it can be cheaper at a vet school. That's something I didn't think of but it makes sense..if there is one close by.. We have medical schools that treat humans less expensive cause it is a school but you still get good treatment.

Anything you wonder about you might want to make a list of questions for the specialist about what he thinks is causing everything...what are the treatment options and which ones result in a longer quality of life. Did your vet that you have now tell you what caused the tumors? I did read some encouraging things that do not involve surgery...I say encouraging meaning there are treatments that seem to show adding a good amount of time for Buster and I pray and hope the specialist will feel there is a treatment to help Buster be comfortable and be with you for quite a while longer.

Hugs to you and Buster

[havana]

Good afternoon to you you all! How are you doing? Well, Buster and I are doing a bit better thanks God. This morning we went for a short drive and then a good long walk into the woods we have near here to our home, it was like the old good times when we just to do it a lot every weekend, he walked slow [it seems that he knew what he was doing] not to get to tired, after a while he went into the water it's a small Creek in the middle of lots of trees that he really likes but before he did he looked at me like saying it's a ok if I go in? and I answered yes go ahead go in have a good time so he did and walked into the water laid down on it for a while and then came out [I took big bowl of water with ice cubes in it] he drank a lot and then we went back to the car dry him out and drove back home to dinner [he ate the whole thing] lol. It was a good day today thank God again and hope that we will have more of this soon. Our best wishes to all of you hoping you are doing fine, God Bless to you all and all your babys also, see you soon, bye for now, Buster and Jorge

[myhrtisbrkn]

Jorge and Buster,

I'm so happy you are feeling better, and were able to get out of the house and have some fun.

love to you both,
Dayna

[havana]

Jorge and Buster,

I'm so happy you are feeling better, and were able to get out of the house and have some fun.

love to you both,
Dayna

Thanks a lot myhrtisbrkn for you good wishes for us, we love them, God Bless Buster and Jorge

[goliath]

It was a good day today thank God again and hope that we will have more of this soon. Our best wishes to all of you hoping you are doing fine, God Bless to you all and all your babys also, see you soon, bye for now, Buster and Jorge

Hi Jorge..........It is so wonderful to hear you and Buster had such a good time together. These kinds of days are what makes the happy memories of tomorrow. I can picture Buster going in the creek and cooling off. Did you take any pictures by chance?

Thanks for asking Jorge........All of us are doing fine here. After returning from a trip this last weekend we came through a tornado in my hometown. We're all safe and the electricity is back up and running this morning, so I can now catch up on what has been going on here. I have thought of you and Buster often.

You and Buster remain in my prayers. My hopes are the specialist will be able to provide some kind of treatment for Buster. The stories you tell filled with so much love leaves me with many smiles. This love relationship you and Buster share is one of the most beautiful I have ever read. Your positive and hopeful attitude amazes me. In spite of what you have endured you still manage to extend yourself to others with a genuine and loving concern.

May you and Buster be blessed with many more beautiful and memorable days together.

Much love to you and Buster, Jorge.

[LoveThem]

Hi to Jorge and Buster:

I posted in the Tributes Section under the topic "A DOG" a beautiful story I was sent by someone who cares deeply about dogs. I wanted to share it with all dog lovers, in particular, and so I posted it in Tributes.

You may want to go over to that section in this forum and read it. I think you will definitely find in it a lot of meaning...I know I did.

I have my calendar marked for the 17th and I am praying for you to get some help for Buster...what a beautiful boy he is and a best friend and a great buddy and many more good words and thoughts.

Hugs to you both.

[havana]

Hi Jorge..........It is so wonderful to hear you and Buster had such a good time together. These kinds of days are what makes the happy memories of tomorrow. I can picture Buster going in the creek and cooling off. Did you take any pictures by chance?

Thanks for asking Jorge........All of us are doing fine here. After returning from a trip this last weekend we came through a tornado in my hometown. We're all safe and the electricity is back up and running this morning, so I can now catch up on what has been going on here. I have thought of you and Buster often.

You and Buster remain in my prayers. My hopes are the specialist will be able to provide some kind of treatment for Buster. The stories you tell filled with so much love leaves me with many smiles. This love relationship you and Buster share is one of the most beautiful I have ever read. Your positive and hopeful attitude amazes me. In spite of what you have endured you still manage to extend yourself to others with a genuine and loving concern.

May you and Buster be blessed with many more beautiful and memorable days together.

Much love to you and Buster, Jorge.

goliath, when I finished reading your notes I found my self with tears in my eyes again but this time were tears of a positive attitude now since I have found this Forum of Support because no one have said words of wisdom, love and care like you just did for me and Buster this way since my girlfriend died in he attack in 2001 and we both Buster and I really deeply appreciate, thanks one more time from the bottom of our hearts, Buster and Jorge .

[goliath]

You're welcome from the bottom of my heart. People like you are few and far apart. Those who truly know the meaning of giving of themselves are very special in God's eyes. You are one of God's finest.

Much love and hugs to you and Buster.
Beth

[havana]

Hello to you all and God Bless, well, as today Buster is doing ok so far, eating and drinking good, still taking his medications, you know just hanging in there and waiting for the next appoinmet on the 17th, we can't wait, please pray for him, our love for all of you from Buster and Jorge .

[myhrtisbrkn]

Jorge,

I'm praying for you guys every day, and counting the days 'til the 17th, I'm so glad buster is feeling well. I know your sweet, tender devotion to him are a very important part of his treatment.


Love to you both,
Dayna

[havana]

"REMEMBER WHEN IT RAINED".
WASH AWAY THE THOUGHTS INSIDE
THAT KEEP MY MIND AWAY FROM YOU
NO MORE LOVE AND NO MORE PRIDE
AND THOUGHTS ARE ALL I HAVE TO DO
OHHHHH REMEMBER WHEN IT RAINED
I FELT THE GROUND AND LOOKED UP HIGH
AND CALLED YOUR NAME
OHHHHH REMEMBER WHEN IT RAINED
IN THE DARKNESS I REMAIN
TEARS OF HOPE RUN DOWN MY SKIN
TEARS FOR YOU THAT WILL NOT DRY
THEY MAGNIFY THE ONE WITHIN
AND LET THE OUTSIDE SLOWLY DIE
OHHHHH REMEMBER WHEN IT RAINED
I FELT THE GROUND AND LOOKED UP HIGH
AND CALLED YOUR NAME
OHHHHH REMEMBER WHEN IT RAINED
IN THE WATER I REMAIN
RUNNING DOWN RUNNING DOWN
RUNNING DOWN.