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luv_my_catz
post May 13 2005, 10:52 AM
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I am at work and had to take a second and write my feelings ~ I broke into sobs suddenly here thinking of my Ambie and her window at home and how she will never lay there again in the summer sun, or sit on her table nearby and watch the birds and squirrels running by ~ During her last several weeks here with me ~ she "demanded" that I open "her" window several times a day ~ so she could jump up and smell all of the life abounding as Spring was beginning to come to the Mountains ~ My sweet girl I miss her so much ~ I have been blocking many of my feelings to survive daily life ~ I know this will happen again as I grieve my loss ~ I pray for spiritual strength to be comforted by that which I cannot see and am just beginning to know about my relationship with my dear tabby girl ~ but for now I am saddened and it rains in my heart ~ Thank you for listening ~ Kathryn


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Peace Be With You ~ Kathryn ~ Angel Amber ~ Angel CC~ and Sammie

I lost my Amber Tabby Girl of nearly 20 years on 3/28/05 after a valiant battle with end stage CRF. Always a beacon in the storm ~ steady and true.

C.C was my purebred White Angora I lost to cancer on 10/22/05 at age 13~ A Big Gentle yet Oddly Eccentric Creature ~Through his congenital deaf ness ~He brought an innocent joy to my life and light to my heart

I also adopted an 8 yr old Burmese named Samantha who led me back into my own room ~ still a stranger to me ~ she sweetly gives peace to Amber's final days spent there and lights my way to see in the darkness of the spaces that my precious CC has left behind.
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- luv_my_catz   Feeling The Pain So Deep Today   May 13 2005, 10:52 AM
- - heartbroken1   kathryn~ i am glad to know that it is just not m...   May 13 2005, 12:52 PM
- - luv_my_catz   Today I am finally off from the long commute and w...   May 16 2005, 08:20 AM
- - trinity   Kathryn, I lost 2 babies and the pain was heart ...   May 16 2005, 10:31 AM

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