I Hit A Wonderful Puppy On Road I Cant Recover From The Pain, 2 days back i hit a puppy while driving with my bike Options

[prakash]

Hello Members,
When I'm writing this thread all my physical and mental strength is almost dried out. The devil of guiltiness, the yelling of puppy all these succumbed my mind.

2 days back when i was returning to home in my bike a puppy ran across the street when the puppy's owner came at the other end of the road. he ran to reach his owner when i accidentally hit it with my bike.
I have not drove over the puppy but something so strong hit its head i think, i suddenly stopped the bike after realizing the situation and ran to it, it was yelling so loudly and i tried to take it to hospital but the puppy's owners not allowed me. as i live in India many people do not think taking dog to hospital as a necessity but luxury.

helpless'y i waited there and it yelled for sometime i saw little blood in its throat but no injury can be seen in its head or other parts of its body.
after some time it stood up and walked into its owner's home.

without knowing what to do, i returned to bike and started to drive to home.
from that moment the memories are just killing me like hell. the moment i hit the dog it just keeps buzzing on my mind, the yelling of that beautiful puppy keeps coming to my mind.
the same night i went to that puppy's home to inquire if he is okay but no one is there.

next day the dogs owner was there but im very afraid to ask to him, because if he tells something bad about that puppy i felt that i could not bear the pain.

I want to recover from all these pain but i couldn't, i don't know how long this will affect me i feel very weak mentally and physically. I have pet of my own and i love him so much. After this incident whenever i saw my pet (his name is bruno) that puppy's memories are occupying me.

Please tell something that can help me recover.