I Feel Cheated Options

[BK59]

I feel cheated... Poms are suppose to live a long life. Our little dog was only 10 1/2. Then in the back of my mind I hear "you cheated yourself" "he would have made it a little longer had you not had him put down". When we discovered the heart and pulmonary problems six weeks ago, I stupidily took on this "stoic" attitude that he was too good and precious of a little dog to let him suffer. I was soooo firm in my attitude... after his long and horrible last night on this earth and I made the decision.....now.... all I feel is sadness and resentment towards myself for not holding on to him for as long as I could. He Loved our family soooo much. He was so Dear.