Trevor's Mom Has Gone Home, They're together again - forever Options

[Gretta's Mom]

Dear friends who loved Trevor and his mom (and that seems like half the world - they were miraculous souls)

Trevor's mom joined him in the Perfect World on April 9. They are now reunited, never to be parted again. If it's not too inappropriate, here is a poem I wrote to her. If it is, and the site admin takes this post down, I'll understand and repost.

Little Sister, where are you?
Little Sister, so very tiny – every drop of blood exchanged for life (a total blood replacement at birth)
Little Sister, so very little – of the curly blonde hair and sharp teeth (she bit HARD as a toddler)
Little Sister – screaming in the night no one could wake you up (nightmares from brain effects of the blood transfusion)
Little Sister – I look around for your spirit but I don’t see it, I don’t feel it.
Little Sister – Are you gone forever? Will I never feel your spirit like I felt the spirits of Rufus and Gretta? (my two dogs)
Little Sister – I am here to be with you as we had always planned, but you are gone. Now every city looks the same, the same without you.
Little Sister – You are my heart, you are half of everything I am.
Little Sister – Dreamer dreams lonely dreams and Kelly walks in circles looking for you. I do my best to love them – but they know. (her two dogs)
Little Sister – Maybe I will have to leave your house in order for your spirit to find me.
Little Sister – In the end I could not help you, I could not save you. I am so sorry.
Little Sister – Did you take a part of my heart with you? Does it hurt so much that I can’t feel it?
Little Sister – Did you leave a part of your heart with me? I hope so. Oh how I hope so. Oh how I miss you. Oh how I love you.
Little Sister, little star. How do I know which one you are?

Gretta and rufus's mom

[Gretta's Mom]

Aww, Trevor, little Trevor-Forever,

I miss you and I miss your mom more than I can ever say. You know I came to live in this town because long ago, even before you were born, your mom and I made plans that when I was finished working, I would move here and we would spend our old age together. God didn't have that in His plans for us and your sweetest mother got sick and left this earth to join you and all your brothers and sister and cousins and friends in heaven.

Last night someone hit my car while it was parked in front of the big row house I live in in Baltimore. The back of it is totally smashed in and there is a piece of debris pushing up on one of the back tires so I can't even drive to your dad's house. Trevor, my sweetheart, beings with such beautiful hearts as yours shouldn't know this, but I know whose work this is. Go to the Good Shepherd and ask Him about it. And tell him and also your mom that I am not giving up to this evil being.

Later on your dad is coming to pick me up and give me a ride to his house so I can take care of your cousins Dreamer and Kelly tomorrow and try to arrnge everything that needs to be done to get my car fixed. Could you ask your mom to do me a favor, Baby Trevor? Could you ask her to round up all your friends and her friends and the dad and maybe even the mom and ask them to send a great big love ray down to me, please? If it has your love included in it, I know it will surely tough my heart and give me the strength I need to go on.

I love you Trevor, Forever. I will love you Forever, just like your name says.

Auntie Jeannie