Trevor's Mom Has Gone Home, They're together again - forever Options

[Gretta's Mom]

Dear friends who loved Trevor and his mom (and that seems like half the world - they were miraculous souls)

Trevor's mom joined him in the Perfect World on April 9. They are now reunited, never to be parted again. If it's not too inappropriate, here is a poem I wrote to her. If it is, and the site admin takes this post down, I'll understand and repost.

Little Sister, where are you?
Little Sister, so very tiny – every drop of blood exchanged for life (a total blood replacement at birth)
Little Sister, so very little – of the curly blonde hair and sharp teeth (she bit HARD as a toddler)
Little Sister – screaming in the night no one could wake you up (nightmares from brain effects of the blood transfusion)
Little Sister – I look around for your spirit but I don’t see it, I don’t feel it.
Little Sister – Are you gone forever? Will I never feel your spirit like I felt the spirits of Rufus and Gretta? (my two dogs)
Little Sister – I am here to be with you as we had always planned, but you are gone. Now every city looks the same, the same without you.
Little Sister – You are my heart, you are half of everything I am.
Little Sister – Dreamer dreams lonely dreams and Kelly walks in circles looking for you. I do my best to love them – but they know. (her two dogs)
Little Sister – Maybe I will have to leave your house in order for your spirit to find me.
Little Sister – In the end I could not help you, I could not save you. I am so sorry.
Little Sister – Did you take a part of my heart with you? Does it hurt so much that I can’t feel it?
Little Sister – Did you leave a part of your heart with me? I hope so. Oh how I hope so. Oh how I miss you. Oh how I love you.
Little Sister, little star. How do I know which one you are?

Gretta and rufus's mom

[My Doxie and Me]

To my Friend Bobbie and Mr. Trevor


At the years end of 2014 I must pay my deepest respect to you and your loved ones. My days of sadness have lifted, My tears only fall
when I return to LS and I must say thank you to your kindness in helping me find Higher ground as my own tears where... Bobbie I
have great news and with your help in holding my hand I have followed my friends journey to this point in my life...

Let's just say Free will not be alone under the tree's;...

Long story short;) I'am fostering Misty she is a 2year old puppy mill mom from Kewanne IL she was rescued by DRNA
Lois Armstrong and her Husband took in..

< Getchren>
< Courtney>
<Misty>

Bobbie you played a big roll in my endless years of tears, At times I was sure they where never ending... And I had to ask myself why, What have I done wrong...
I believe are friends say goodbye because they know we would never let go;....

In searching for answers and trying to mend a Broken wing... You reached out to a stranger as you lift my head to see the great beauty in everything around me
As you speak of your Mr. Trevor and your Sister with great memory and kind heart as we sit under a Willow Tree as you speak of the ones that you keep close
to your heart..

Jeanne you may have distance from your Sisters, Your sisters Love is the greatest gift and will always be for you to hold in your heart... So you might do great things with the gift
she has taught you, One comes to mind that I will always remember and the one that changed my life;) Thanks Jeanne..

My reflection of Mr. Rufus and my Friend Jeanne;) The day of.. To Honor Miss Gretta , If I may speak She would be proud of you.. I'am proud of you my friend you changed our life...

I have Donated to Alley Animals in behalf of Bobbie and Mr. Trevor I have just received a response and I thought to share with the people that have touched my heart when it was empty...

By Lillian G. Leslie <Alley Animals Rescue>
We hope you were blessed in 2014, Now, in this season
of giving thanks and counting blessings, we want you to
Know your support certainly blessed our work on the inner
city streets all year long. We give our thanks for every
one of you.

As I searched for thought or two to inspire you at this
time of year, I realized I should instead draw a line
under the fact that you inspire and energize our
Determination and are dedication to the work we do..
You are, indeed, the driving force behind our nightly
excursions into the dangerous neighborhoods and
hundreds of alleys where homeless friends hide.

The faces of innocents enduring what no one should endure
light the flame in are hearts, As you make it possible for
us to do what we do...
Unfortunately, this year was no different than those past;
Suffering outweighed are many victories we where able to
accomplish, However, any inroad we can make toward
lessening their pain remains our focus. We push ahead
because of the good we might do, the relief we might
bring to a worthy soul who would otherwise know only
greater and greater suffering, Are victories may be small...

<This touched my heart the most as there is a great deal more>

We ask you to offer what you can in support of are nightly journey
into their world that we might do everything possible to bring them
a blessing of relief. Such blessings of the Homeless and Hurting
joins you to them and to are work as surely as it brings us a
thankfulness for which there is no equal...

Jeanne I know why Bobbie took to this shelter and I thank you for speaking in there behalf in doing so
they have reached my heart in the many friends they save and bring so much joy to there new family's
as they only need a chance; and when the time comes for them to speak it fills are hearts and makes us human again...

So much for the short story;.. Bobbie your Kind act with your friends has touched the hearts of many and in doing so you have
started a chain-effect of kindness from your Dear friend Mr. Trevor to your heart felt stories of your Sister you have changed
the life's of many, and the ones most important, and the ones most in need...


Jeanne I can see why Bobbie was attached to this Rescue group Exceptional people Helping the lost souls without a home, so few people
to try and save the world...

Well Done Alley Animals...
























My friend Bobbie you have saddened my heart in your passing and i had one more thing to tell you... I'am so grateful that we walked the same path in life
as it may have been short, it was like walking home with my best friend on the last day of school;..

<In Loving Memory of my Friend Bobbie>