Trevor's Mom Has Gone Home, They're together again - forever Options

[Gretta's Mom]

Dear friends who loved Trevor and his mom (and that seems like half the world - they were miraculous souls)

Trevor's mom joined him in the Perfect World on April 9. They are now reunited, never to be parted again. If it's not too inappropriate, here is a poem I wrote to her. If it is, and the site admin takes this post down, I'll understand and repost.

Little Sister, where are you?
Little Sister, so very tiny – every drop of blood exchanged for life (a total blood replacement at birth)
Little Sister, so very little – of the curly blonde hair and sharp teeth (she bit HARD as a toddler)
Little Sister – screaming in the night no one could wake you up (nightmares from brain effects of the blood transfusion)
Little Sister – I look around for your spirit but I don’t see it, I don’t feel it.
Little Sister – Are you gone forever? Will I never feel your spirit like I felt the spirits of Rufus and Gretta? (my two dogs)
Little Sister – I am here to be with you as we had always planned, but you are gone. Now every city looks the same, the same without you.
Little Sister – You are my heart, you are half of everything I am.
Little Sister – Dreamer dreams lonely dreams and Kelly walks in circles looking for you. I do my best to love them – but they know. (her two dogs)
Little Sister – Maybe I will have to leave your house in order for your spirit to find me.
Little Sister – In the end I could not help you, I could not save you. I am so sorry.
Little Sister – Did you take a part of my heart with you? Does it hurt so much that I can’t feel it?
Little Sister – Did you leave a part of your heart with me? I hope so. Oh how I hope so. Oh how I miss you. Oh how I love you.
Little Sister, little star. How do I know which one you are?

Gretta and rufus's mom

[Gretta's Mom]

Good afternoon, Little Sister

For some reason my heart is ever so sad today and my eyes are leaking badly. I miss you SOOOOOOOO much and I miss Daddy just as much. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't have a heart that feels like a stone and that sometimes I really do wish that you could come back healthy and happy. And think how happy the dogs would be? And Stan!!

My pastor is proving to be a huge disappointment l - doesn't give much of a fly's wing about me, although he was very happy about Trevor's dad coming to the recent revival.

I can't wait until I can get where you are - although the time of that journey is entirely up to the Lord.

I am SO thankful that He gave me the perfect sister and let me have 60 years with you. It just hurts to be separated from you.If you see the Good Shepherd today, would you ask Him for some comfort rays for me? Thank you Sweetheart.

Your forever Big Sister.
Gretta and Rufus's mom