Trevor's Mom Has Gone Home, They're together again - forever Options

[Gretta's Mom]

Dear friends who loved Trevor and his mom (and that seems like half the world - they were miraculous souls)

Trevor's mom joined him in the Perfect World on April 9. They are now reunited, never to be parted again. If it's not too inappropriate, here is a poem I wrote to her. If it is, and the site admin takes this post down, I'll understand and repost.

Little Sister, where are you?
Little Sister, so very tiny – every drop of blood exchanged for life (a total blood replacement at birth)
Little Sister, so very little – of the curly blonde hair and sharp teeth (she bit HARD as a toddler)
Little Sister – screaming in the night no one could wake you up (nightmares from brain effects of the blood transfusion)
Little Sister – I look around for your spirit but I don’t see it, I don’t feel it.
Little Sister – Are you gone forever? Will I never feel your spirit like I felt the spirits of Rufus and Gretta? (my two dogs)
Little Sister – I am here to be with you as we had always planned, but you are gone. Now every city looks the same, the same without you.
Little Sister – You are my heart, you are half of everything I am.
Little Sister – Dreamer dreams lonely dreams and Kelly walks in circles looking for you. I do my best to love them – but they know. (her two dogs)
Little Sister – Maybe I will have to leave your house in order for your spirit to find me.
Little Sister – In the end I could not help you, I could not save you. I am so sorry.
Little Sister – Did you take a part of my heart with you? Does it hurt so much that I can’t feel it?
Little Sister – Did you leave a part of your heart with me? I hope so. Oh how I hope so. Oh how I miss you. Oh how I love you.
Little Sister, little star. How do I know which one you are?

Gretta and rufus's mom

[Brutus]

Thank you for being our friend, Sonya. Your icon brings tears to my eyes. My second dog was a half black lab/half Newfie named Rufus and he was getting to be a gray muzzler. Maybe the passing of our dogs is practice for the passing of our most beloved people. Thank you for your prayers - they are what does the most.

Rufus and Gretta's mom

I do believe that is true....Brutus was the closest thing I had lost until my parents passed not too long ago. Pain is pain, although different in some ways, it's all painful. I don't know if you are a country music fan, but this song below always makes me smile (through the tears).

http://youtu.be/vTnWFT3DvVA

For me, time did not heal my broken heart from my many recent loses, be it four legs or two, but it makes it more bearable.

I will be praying time treats you kindly ((hugs))

Love,
Sonya