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 Jul 13 2010, 08:19 PM
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Today was 8 weeks since we lost Coop. 56 days have gone by since I've touched and kissed him. I keep trying to picture him and the things he did but sometimes it feels like he was never even here. Five years went by so quickly that it seems like it was just a flash in time that didn't really happen. I hate the feeling.
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Jul 29 2010, 08:17 PM
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Group: Pet Lovers Posts: 79 Joined: 23-May 10 Member No.: 6,506 |
It just feels like lately, it's getting worse again. I think for the past few weeks, since we've got Dori, it's been a distraction. Something new to focus on. And I love her so much already. But now that we're getting used to her being here and a part of our routine, it feels like it's hitting me again - how much I miss Coop. I can't look at his pictures. It makes me miserable. I felt like I was ok with it a few weeks ago but I'm definitely having a setback. I'm starting to think about him constantly again. I'm distracted at work. I just sit and look at his picture. I feel like I did weeks ago. I just miss him so much I can't stand it. I am so sorry this happened to him. He didn't deserve it. I tried my best to take care of him and I feel like, now, all the things I did and trips to the vet were pointless. And I feel embarrassed to talk to my husband about it anymore. I don't want him to know I still feel this sad. I know that's stupid but I haven't shown him my pain in weeks.
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My heart Cooper Feels Like He Was Never Here Jul 13 2010, 08:19 PM
sapphireluna I'm very sorry...
It's hard, I know. Try t... Jul 13 2010, 08:33 PM Westiesam/Sharon Hi My Heart Cooper
I'm sorry that you're f... Jul 13 2010, 09:41 PM Brutus Cooper is there with you now, like he always was. ... Jul 13 2010, 10:57 PM smokey/lady/max I too am so sorry that the pain is so deep. You sa... Jul 13 2010, 11:03 PM Cheryl83 Tiffany,
I know how you feel. I feel that way too... Jul 14 2010, 08:46 AM janika I am so sorry that you are hurting so much, and ha... Jul 14 2010, 09:40 AM moon_beam Hi, My Heart Cooper, some days are harder than oth... Jul 14 2010, 05:00 PM My heart Cooper It was nine weeks today. I keep looking at Cooper... Jul 20 2010, 03:40 PM Myszka Cooper I have a picture of my Myszka I sleep with ... Jul 20 2010, 03:45 PM moon_beam Hi, My Heart Cooper, just letting you know that yo... Jul 20 2010, 03:56 PM My heart Cooper I know what you mean about focusing on "last ... Jul 20 2010, 08:30 PM tahoeden Hey,
All the little anniversary dates are overwhe... Jul 21 2010, 08:35 PM My heart Cooper Thank you Dennis. It's just so hard to know I... Jul 22 2010, 06:36 PM Baden It is so hard, I know. I have the same feeling. ... Jul 22 2010, 09:56 PM My heart Cooper Thank you Amy. I'm so sorry to hear of your lo... Jul 23 2010, 07:00 AM ladywolf Hi hon--
You said, "I do not want to feel th... Jul 23 2010, 11:06 AM Baden Hi-
I was thinking about you and your situation. ... Jul 23 2010, 09:02 PM My heart Cooper Amy,
I'm actually an attorney. So I definite... Jul 24 2010, 09:06 AM ladywolf Awww, that's sad, my heart. That your preciou... Jul 24 2010, 10:21 AM moon_beam Hi, My Heart Cooper, I'm just being able to ge... Jul 25 2010, 12:59 PM My heart Cooper Today has been a rough one. I keep looking at Coop... Jul 28 2010, 08:19 PM tahoeden Tiffany,
I know, I know, I know. Cooper was your... Jul 28 2010, 11:50 PM My heart Cooper It has gotten better. I'm able to mention his ... Jul 29 2010, 08:00 AM Cheryl83 Sorry to hear you've had a rough day, Tiffany.... Jul 29 2010, 04:53 PM
John S I know what you mean. This week as been somewhat ... Jul 29 2010, 08:45 PM |
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