My Baby Girl Has Been Gone 11 Days. I Feel Better But

She passed away July 9th and I could hardly breath without sobbing. The last 3 days now I am doing better. Not as emotional but something else happened. Suddenly I feel like Im disowning her, like she is a figment of my imagination and this is even worse. I still tear up and I miss her tremendously but I cannot help but feel guilty that my endless tears have stopped and now my tears are peppered throughout the day.

I miss her she was my little soulmate I would do ANYTHING to get her back

I Lost My Baby Girl Kitty Mysza 6 Days Ago. Im Falling Apart And Its G

My precious angel passed away on July 9th 2010. She had suffered mammary cancer 2 years ago and I had her mammary chain removed. They said 6 months to live but I got her for 2 more years. She started getting fluid in her lungs in April and last week she started panting and her heart was beating out of her chest.

I went to the vet and made a decision within 15 min. I feel so guilty. Does she hate me for it. Maybe she could have survived. Is it my fault that I moved in to a new place July 1st and caused her unnecessary stress ?

I cant live without her. But: I have her 4 year old son Harley who is visibly depressed and whales every-time I get ready to leave.


What should I do? I went to the shelter today and saw so many beautiful babies but they were not my Mysza. I know she cannot be replaced but I feel such a huge void and so does her son. Is it too soon to get a companion for him? will my baby girl hate me for introducing a new member to the family. I feel as if I am disposing her memory or something. Help

Harley is 4 years old. He know only me or his late mother. If I decide to get another cat should I be choosing a female older cat or kitten or a male older cat or kitten.


My heart is broken and all I can think about is the many years left on this planet without her. I beg for her to come to me in a dream or something but so far nothing. I fall asleep sobbing and wake up sobbing uncontrollably