My Dearest Kajoor, After 7 years you died in my arms Options

[kajoorsmom]

My KJ and me:
Dear kajoor.
everyday is easier and harder at the same time. i can't believe you're really gone. i want to write some cute stories about you, but everything about us was mundane. we did everything together. for a while you even decided that my bathroom was the best place for your litter box and refused to go anywhere else. bathing you, sleeping next to you, cuddling you, nuzzling under your chin, breathing in unison, feeding you, letting you walk me, and hugging you were among the most precious gifts you gave me. thank you so much for giving me the privilege to be your mom. i miss your sneezes...but you have forever changed me for the better. i wish i could've saved you, but you did not want to go to the vet again, so you made your own choice. thank you for not making me euthanize you. thank you for dying in my arms...in the same position from when i first held you--a 6 wk old little munchkin with silly whiskers and huge bulging eyes. you were so brave and rambunctious from the start. and the fact that you thought you owned the place only made me love you more--you did own it, along with my heart. kajoor, just know that i loved you more than my life, and will forever keep your lessons deep in my soul. i love you!
love,
your mom, rachu

[Cheryl83]

Hi,

Thanks for your message on my thread. It's good to hear from you. I, too, have been wondering how you're doing, since we both lost our bunnys.

I feel the same as you. Some days it seems to be getting easier, then others I just feel.... so sad. I still miss her so much - all the little things, her little personality, and mood swings. I miss her cuddles, and little 'nose nutts'. Aren't bunnies just the sweetest, most adorable things? That's why it's so hard when they leave us. I feel like there's a hole in my life.

Can I ask... have you done any thinking about getting another bunny? I don't know what to do. When Daisy first died I told myself that I would NEVER get another one. I didn't want to ever go through that pain again. And I felt kind of guilty, like I'd be betraying Daisy (she was such a mommy's girl). But lately I've started to think about getting another one. I just feel like I need to fill that void inside me. I have so much love to give, and miss having a little bunny in my life. I really don't know if I could actually go ahead with getting one though.

Well, I hope you're doing okay, and I hope your precious kajoor has remained close to you.

Big hugs -- cheryl x