Niles Is Gone, I've lost another baby Options

[tanbuck]

Dear friends, my baby left this morning at about 5:45. He didn't make it until the vet got here. It wasn't as peaceful as I had prayed but he's resting now. I'm in that numb place at this moment. I'll write more later. Thank you all for your prayers last night.
-Donna

[tanbuck]

Margi, Karen, and Moonbeam,
Thank you all so much for helping me out yesterday. It just felt like a ton of bricks on me all of the sudden! And shortly after I posted, I began to feel a little better. It helped to just get it out. Moonbeam, your story about Samson's things was alot like the way it happened yesterday. I chuckled when I read your story not because it was funny but because it was so similar. Petsmart is not usually where you see people blubbering! I just wanted to get out of there. I must've looked like an idiot because I couldn't even seem to control my facial muscles , but who cares!
Karen, I thought about donating Frasier's medicines but I held onto them in case I needed them for Niles. I didn't end up needing any of them but when Niles passed, I angrily threw those medicines away. I was mad at them because they failed me again, I guess. Margi, I am so very very sorry that you're not able to leave Lady anymore. I remember getting to that point and it's quite debilitating, I know. I fear we'll be in that situation with Buck before long. In a way, we already are because we won't leave him now so that we can enjoy every day with him. He's doing ok, it's just that we can see his hips getting worse. I feel so bad for you because this has been such a long haul for you. I know you're happy to do it for her but it's hard on you still. My thoughts are with you.
Thank you all again, your words helped. I knew they would. That's why I came straight home to post my experience.
-Donna

Hey boys. I love you so much. Kisses to both of you.