Max, Just a little poem from my heart Options

[smokey/lady/max]

MAX

As I sit hear and cry
I question myself and ask God why

The pain is so real
That I pray for time to make it heal

I lay in bed at night
Just trying to convience myself what I did was right

I talked to you as if you are here
Just because I love you so, Max my dear

I miss playing the in and out game
My precious Max the house isnt the same

As the day and nights seem longer
My love and missing you just gets stronger

You touched my life that words cant express
I guess that is why I stay so depressed

As I stare at your empty bed
Oh the visions of you in it in my head

Max Please patiently wait for me
Until my time is up and my eyes no longer see

You where mommy,s protector and my rock
So me feeling this way shouldn't be a shock

So sleep in peace my little boy
You where and are my pride and joy

LUV YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH
Your Mommy FOREVER

12/2/2009 Will be a day I will never forget

[smokey/lady/max]

Hi my angel

Mommy had a better day today I havent cried today. I still feel very sad and depressed but have managed to get through so far without a tear.I love and miss you so much.

head scratches
mommy xoxox