Max, Just a little poem from my heart Options

[smokey/lady/max]

MAX

As I sit hear and cry
I question myself and ask God why

The pain is so real
That I pray for time to make it heal

I lay in bed at night
Just trying to convience myself what I did was right

I talked to you as if you are here
Just because I love you so, Max my dear

I miss playing the in and out game
My precious Max the house isnt the same

As the day and nights seem longer
My love and missing you just gets stronger

You touched my life that words cant express
I guess that is why I stay so depressed

As I stare at your empty bed
Oh the visions of you in it in my head

Max Please patiently wait for me
Until my time is up and my eyes no longer see

You where mommy,s protector and my rock
So me feeling this way shouldn't be a shock

So sleep in peace my little boy
You where and are my pride and joy

LUV YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH
Your Mommy FOREVER

12/2/2009 Will be a day I will never forget

[smokey/lady/max]

Hi Sweet Baby,

Mommy is having a really bad night missing you, I cant stop crying and that feeling of guilt is just tearing me up inside. You were just to young to leave me and that me makes so sad that you didnt have a chance to grow old. You had a wonderful home and lots of love but I guess that wasnt enough to keep you healthly. I get so mad when I see other dogs left out in the cold and not taken care of and they are still here and you are not. I am sorry my baby boy but I am just so upset tonight. I havent even been able to post and encourage others who are feeling thier loss because I dont even know what to say anymore because it doesn't seem to get any easier for myself. I have 1 or 2 days where I think I am doing ok and then all these emotions just take over me. I just miss you so much that at times I just dont want to even go on but I know I dont have a choice. Your death has changed my life forever. Sending you bunches of love and kisses

Crying for you
Love Mommy

[ladywolf]

Hi Sweet Baby,

Mommy is having a really bad night missing you, I cant stop crying and that feeling of guilt is just tearing me up inside. You were just to young to leave me and that me makes so sad that you didnt have a chance to grow old. You had a wonderful home and lots of love but I guess that wasnt enough to keep you healthly. I get so mad when I see other dogs left out in the cold and not taken care of and they are still here and you are not. I am sorry my baby boy but I am just so upset tonight. I havent even been able to post and encourage others who are feeling thier loss because I dont even know what to say anymore because it doesn't seem to get any easier for myself. I have 1 or 2 days where I think I am doing ok and then all these emotions just take over me. I just miss you so much that at times I just dont want to even go on but I know I dont have a choice. Your death has changed my life forever. Sending you bunches of love and kisses

Crying for you
Love Mommy

Dear Mommy-

I am sorry that you are having such a hard night. Something must have set you off, some memory, something you saw...whatever it was, I am honored that you loved me SO MUCH that you are still crying. At the same time, I want you to stop crying, because I am safe and happy where I am, and I want you to be safe and happy too!

Please don't feel any guilt about me. It was obviously my time, and I ENJOYED my time on earth because you loved me and gave me the best life ever. Please stop crying, but only when you are ready to, because I do know how rotten you feel.

I love you, mommy! You are the best

XXOO--Max