Loss Of My Best Friend Brittany Options

[Felicia]

My name is Felicia:
I want to tell everyone about my "Best Friend" Brittany. June 24, I had to put her down. She was diagnosed with Cushing's Disease. She had all the signs. She was going to be 13 yrs. old in Nov. She had been having problems with her back legs, so that day I knew she was telling me it's time to let go. But how do I cope with it? Coming back into the empty apt. is so hard.....I'm so lost. Can't concentrate on anything.....
I feel that she's right there with me. Work is not helping. All I do is sit & think about her & find myslf crying.....How do you go on when half of your heart is missing? She's helped me through many hard times in my life..... And now she isn't around to help me with the worst possible thing that I'm going thru.

[petmum]

Thinking of you Felicia, how r u travelling today? The confusion will ease a tiny bit, but it is such a traumatic time. I love the idea for your t-shirt....this time is just the pits, you don't get over this you go tru it all, process it & intergrate it in to your life as it is now, not an easy thing to do. We still have our realtionship with our fur friends it's just a very different one & one that at the moment I sometimes think I could do with out....ahh...to turn back time.....now that would be a miracle that wld take away the pain..... you will make it thru the next few hours, how do I know? cos I did....
May God's Love bring you some relief
elaine