Loss Of My Best Friend Brittany Options

[Felicia]

My name is Felicia:
I want to tell everyone about my "Best Friend" Brittany. June 24, I had to put her down. She was diagnosed with Cushing's Disease. She had all the signs. She was going to be 13 yrs. old in Nov. She had been having problems with her back legs, so that day I knew she was telling me it's time to let go. But how do I cope with it? Coming back into the empty apt. is so hard.....I'm so lost. Can't concentrate on anything.....
I feel that she's right there with me. Work is not helping. All I do is sit & think about her & find myslf crying.....How do you go on when half of your heart is missing? She's helped me through many hard times in my life..... And now she isn't around to help me with the worst possible thing that I'm going thru.

[petmum]

I'm so sorry for your loss Felicia, it's such a hard time, let the tears come, there are no words I can offer you, no magic to take away the pain. I was right were u r now 17days ago, so I truly understand your pain & confusion. The first few days are soooo hard, u will get thru them as unbelievable as that seems right now. Please come here & post as often as you need, it helps....breathe out, then in....seriously.....I had to remind myself to do this....wierd....but the pain in my chest and the difficulty I had breathing were cos I was so tensed up & holding my breath.....please now that your Brittany knows this is hard for you...but she says "thankyou for taking my pain away, I love you".......
{{{HUGS}}} all the way from me to you.
elaine