The Emptiness I Feel Is Beyond Words Options

[Magesmumma]

I have just found this website and the tears come again as I write. And tears have flowed as I have read other people's stories of love and some have brought smiles as I remember the good times. My most beautiful boy, Magion, left this world 28 August this year and I miss him soooo much. The loneliness I feel without him here is beyond all words. His things are in every room and his presence everywhere. I still haven't slept in the bed having left it the way it was the last time we were together there. The pain is intense - and I'm seeing lots of grief counsellors - but this site seemed to offer a sense of kindred spirit. I miss him so and am now totally on my own. The photo of him I've attached as my avatar is like he is with me as I type, because he was the one to say "well that's enough computer work now, time to play."
We were together for just on 17 years and he would have just been 18 - being, I was told, one year old when I met him at the RSPCA (a pet adoption centre and hospital) in 1991. I just need other people who understand the pain to chat with... I can't believe he is gone.

[Magesmumma]

Wendi...so sorry to hear of your Magion passing. He is somewhere up there with your Dad keeping him company. Our dog passed away too, 2 years before my Dad passed away too. And we are thinking that our Princess is keeping him company in heaven. Many hugs to you. Be strong and take care.

Thank you LeoC.

I do believe my Dad and Magion are together. That Dad is looking after Mage now. I'm sorry to learn of the passing of your Princess and your Dad. Indeed they are together. Thank you for the hugs, I need those. Being strong is not something I am really able to do - not consciously anyway - I just keep crumbling in a heap most of the time.

Thank you again.

Wendi.