The Emptiness I Feel Is Beyond Words Options

[Magesmumma]

I have just found this website and the tears come again as I write. And tears have flowed as I have read other people's stories of love and some have brought smiles as I remember the good times. My most beautiful boy, Magion, left this world 28 August this year and I miss him soooo much. The loneliness I feel without him here is beyond all words. His things are in every room and his presence everywhere. I still haven't slept in the bed having left it the way it was the last time we were together there. The pain is intense - and I'm seeing lots of grief counsellors - but this site seemed to offer a sense of kindred spirit. I miss him so and am now totally on my own. The photo of him I've attached as my avatar is like he is with me as I type, because he was the one to say "well that's enough computer work now, time to play."
We were together for just on 17 years and he would have just been 18 - being, I was told, one year old when I met him at the RSPCA (a pet adoption centre and hospital) in 1991. I just need other people who understand the pain to chat with... I can't believe he is gone.

[moon_beam]

Hi, Wendi, just want you to know that I'm thinking of you. I have read through the recent posts. You mentioned that you don't talk to Magion as frequently as you used to. That is because his sweet living Spirit is now in your heart and knows what you are thinking about. I know this must sound quite "transcendental" -- your relationship with your precious Magion has just temporarily transformed to a different dimension that transcends both time and space. He is always with you in everything you do and everywhere you go - - because he is a part of you which no one and nothing can ever take away from you. Not vocally talking to Magion will never diminish him from your heart or your life, Wendi. But talking to him, as each of us talk to our beloved companions, is both comforting and helps to bridge the temporary physical separation. Wendi, thank you so much for sharing with us about your precious Magion. And best wishes on your music endeavors. My mom was a wonderful musician - - not professional, unfortunately for her, but I loved so much to hear her play the piano and to hear her sing. I know Magion is smiling - - and may even help you sort out the notes to the tunes you shared together. Wendi, please know you are in my thoughts and prayers, and I will look forward to knowing how you're doing.

Peace and blessings,
moon_beam