Now This Is A Sign!, (from my Little Nis') Options

[Furkidlets' Mom]

My grief has been simply terrible of late and with still fretting over the lack of signs from my gal, and both Sabin's and Nissa's birthday coming up on the 20th (and woulda been both of their 20th years), followed rapidly by the fifth month of Nissa's departure on the 23rd of this month as well.....my heart has been even more broken than ever before.

BUT....yesterday was a day of sudden 'reprieves'.....unbelievable, yet totally believable as well! While I've been avoiding music as much as possible since Nissa's been gone, my H happened to have our computer playing some in late afternoon. Since I was about to leave the room anyway, I didn't ask him to turn it off for my sake. But before I left, I asked my H to join me in asking Nissa to send me a message because of where I was going later on (see below), and he agreed to do so. Before I knew it, the song "The Year of the Cat" came on.....and THEN I ran for the stairs to get away. Yet, when I got upstairs, my inner voice told me to turn on my radio up there.....just in case there was a message to be had from my girl (considering the song I'd just run away from). So I did, and was tuning it away from the talk show that was on when I heard this snippet from this other talk show....about spiritual stuff....and the value of getting quiet in order to find God more easily. No sooner than they'd started yakking about this concept, the guest speaker mentioned that, related to this aspect, he'd done some reading about someone else's ideas about this....a certain someone named....Greg of Nissa!!!!!!! Now I don't know who in the heck this Greg guy is, and frankly, I doubt it matters a whit.....but his NAME, which I clearly heard (even if it's spelled differently, that's how it sounded).....well, come ON!....not only the Nissa part, but the entire t*itle is only ONE letter short of one of our humourous variations on Nissa's name.....Nissa The Grey!!! ....or Grey of Nissa!! Well!.....how much more obscure can you get?!?!? I NEVER hear her name.....anywhere! And yet here it was, right in front of me, right after I'd listened to my inner voice. Not only that, but I've been intuiting of late that, in order to make contact with her, I felt I would have to return to practising getting quiet....the very topic that had preceded this.

And the messages didn't stop there, either. I'd gone upstairs for the express purpose of getting ready to attend my first service ever at a Spiritualist church in the city. It was to be a "Messages Only" service, the first since the holidays, and I asked my girl to BE there with me and to try and come through again. Well, not knowing what to expect really, I was first struck by the harpist/soloist's choice of songs for the evening, which was about a couple taking pleasure in the small joys of life...and the woman having their CAT on her lap as they all relaxed together. Then, out of a group of about 30-odd people...I got a reading! Not only was it bang-on about my cir%%stances and how I've been feeling...but mention was made of a major loss, the inner strength I really do have inside, AND that my loved ones are busy sending me strength all the time!! There was more, all accurate, but this, to me, was the highlight. MY GIRL WAS THERE.....4 times in one day, bang, bang, bang, bang!

Oh, my Galski.....thankyouthankyouthankyouthankyouTHANKYOU!!!!! You ARE here for me, just as you promised you'd be....always!!!! I LOOOOOOVE you, my Cuddle-Button!!!! Please help me to reach those states of quietude....so that I can FEEL you, know that I'm WITH you and you're with ME, as always, and that this will NEVER, EVER change! My girl, my Love-Dove, my Nissa The Grey of the Clan McGrey....you are a wonder among wonders and Mommy will try even harder now...now that you've given me HOPE, and your big, pink, fuzzy love...ever mine....I love you, my Niski-Pie!!!

[E.M]

Dayna

I'm glad you have said that Dayna because you have now CONFIRMED my thoughts!

I looked at the picture of your Mack, and thought I'm definitely sure that was him.

I think I should have chosen my words a bit better because I was trying somehow to describe the two differences between the two images, so I will try for you now.

It does make sense now that the other dog was Louie, as he was next to Mack with both of them facing each other.

Now this doggie (Louie) was having the time of his life, there was a real excitability and happiness and joy that was clearly evident in the image, I thought now this dog is having such fun and looked like he could run rings round anyone!

Now I think because I could see that the other dog was of a larger breed I used the words 'more elderly' as a comparison in which I think was now alluding to temperment more than physical age, but there was a real sense of the smaller dog running about more excitable than the other. Maybe it was just because the smaller dog was conveying movement and the ears really showed this.

This is so hard to explain especially when I am struggling for words so bear with me.

With the first dog, I immediately thought 'Who is this dog, I don't know this dog, I'm sure I don't know this dog' and I didn't think I would find this out.

Now onto Mack, there was clearly a lot of pattern on the face so I know I was looking at a dog that was more that one colour with a lot of markings. Round the muzzle the clouds were grey, but I think this was to show grey or white markings, as in a definite change of colour from the rest. I knew that I did know this dog, or at least I got the distinct impression at the time that that I knew this dog and not the other.

There was no suggestion of movement in this one and perhaps that was why I felt this one was older but also this was not of a smaller breed of dog flying around your feet type, where as the other was of a more static image, if you know what I mean?

Overall though the general impression that really came through the images and what really struck me was of two very happy dogs, (Mack was smiling!) it was so beautiful, and as I said I was in such a state of awe.

So I am glad you have come through and said ' could it have been.... ' I was hoping this would happen and that someone would recognise this without me having to say who I thought it was, especially when I only knew half the story so to speak!

So yes, they do certainly know each other now, they have found each other and as I said before, they are having the time of their life!

I hope this is of much comfort to you.

Thinking of you today, much love

E.M