I Can't Do This Again, Losing another furbaby Options

[jan]

We found out last Saturday that our 14 year old miniature schnauzer, Pepper, has hemangiosarcoma. He has a tumor off his spleen that basically takes up his entire abdomen.

We lost his mama, Molly, on March 29th last year.

I first came to this site after suddenly losing our 10 year old black lab, Phoenix, in 2004.

Somebody please help me! The vet says there is absolutely nothing that can be done for Pepper. Surgery won't add any appreciable time to his life. So, I just have to sit here and wait for him to die.

I HATE THIS WORLD. I HATE GOD. HOW CAN THERE BE SO MUCH DAMN PAIN AND GRIEF IN THIS WORLD?

I can't stand it. I really, really cannot stand it.

[AlleysMama]

Jan

I'm so sorry about Pepper. My girl Alley, had to be put down on December 9th, because she had contracted a disease for which there is no cure, and like your Pepper, there was nothing they could do. I understand how you feel. Something like this not only makes you feel so damn helpless, but it makes you angry as well. Angry that this could happen to such a sweet innocent little soul. There are so many people in the world who do terrible things every day and NOTHING happens to them! Why does it have to be our little angels, who never hurt anything?

I don't know anything about Pepper's condition, but please make sure he doesn't suffer. I know you will do everything you can to make his last days happy and comfortable. I hope you can be strong enough to make the right decision if it does become painful for him.

We are all here for you, and share your pain.