3 Months..., since pooh-bears passing Options

[michelles kitty]

sigh,
its been three months since pooh has passed to the bridge. i cant believe it. its so lonely without feline feet in the house.
this friday it will be one month since kittens passing. i hope they are together.
i cry almost everyday. the pain and the hurt is still there. but its the loneliness that gets me. i turn corners in the house expecting to see them. curled up upon the couch together or sprawled out on my bed. waiting to be fed and meowing loudly if it was past the time to be fed(by minutes actually) i drove up the driveway the other day and half expected to see them lookin out the window for me to come in. but it is not to be. i miss them so much.

my older dog tee was wanting a belly rub today and i discovered a cyst or something under her tail i thought it was a tick or something. but it is not. needing to make an appt tomorrow to get it checked out.(she's 11) and praying that it is benign. i cant take another another lovey to go to the bridge. please pray that it is nothing.
the heartache continues...

[michelles kitty]

thank you for all your kind words..as i had said yestrday had been three months since poohbear went on to the bridge...however feeling down last night a moth flies out of no where into my bedroom. now pooh was the great moth catcher in our house even waiting by the door for one to sneak in at night..i took it as a sign from her that she is still around me...now i keep waiting for a sign from kitten..although she keeps coming to me in dreams..i guess thats her way of being near me?