My Patch Is Gone, 15 years of my life have changed Options

[mkjones]

Its been almost 2 days. I still cant belive I will never see him again.

He was like a brother and also like a son. I miss him too much for words to explain.

This is the 2nd grief website I have visited and people say it will get better but today was the worst.

I feel sad because I will never see him again.
I feel guilt becuase of I had him put down alone in the vets surrounded by no one who loved him.
I feel anger that he has been taken.
I feel empty inside whenever I think about him.

My home no longer feels like my home.

It feels like no one else understands but me.


God saw you were getting tired
and your cure was not meant to be
so he put his arms around you
and whispered "COME TO ME"

A golden heart stopped beating
adoring eyes closed to rest
God broke our hearts to prove
he only takes the best

Thank you for listening.

[mkjones]

Thank you all of you. Every day I remember him more through the photos I have of him and the memories of his qwirks and the fun we had.

I read somewhere that if you spend a lifetime without a pet a part of your soul is left unawakend. I feel as if Patch woke that part of my soul and now it crys out in pain.

But it is a part of me filled with fond memories of my best friend and the times we had.