Thank you, all of you, for being there for me. Today has been really bad. I feel worse than ever. I keep seeing my Cassie angel, so sick and weak, and I kept telling her that the specialists would get her better. And I let her down so very much! I really thought they could help her. I should have kept my angel at home, with us. The doctors gave up too easily, I think. I knew Cassie was sick, but I didn't know she was as sick as she was. I feel like she lost her will to fight at the hospital. They wouldn't let me take her home. They said she wouldn't make it. My family just doesn't understand. My momsays I'm dwelling. But I feel so empty and lost without my Cassie. You guys understand. Thank you for understanding. I want to post a tribute to Cassiopia and a picture of my beautiful angel, but I just can't stop sobbing right now. If you read my earlier posts, you know a little bit of my baby's story. She was truly remarkable. She was my best friend, my angel, my baby. I just don't know how to live without her. I feel so empty.
Christina