PLEASE PARDON ALL CAP LETTERS. I'M TYPING WITH ONE HAND AND IT'S EASIER FOR ME. THANK YOU FOR UNDERSTANDING ...
TO LS SUPPORT TEAM, PLEASE MOVE THIS TO THE APPROPRIATE FORUM IF I'M IN THE WRONG AREA. THANK YOU.
I AM HAUNTED BY TWO DREAMS I HAD THIS MORNING. I SAY THIS MORNING BECAUSE I WAS NOT ABLE TO GET TO SLEEP UNTIL AFTER
7 AM TODAY. NOTHING NEW SINCE I SOMETIMES GO UP TO 3 OR EVEN 4 DAYS WITHOUT SO MUCH AS CLOSING MY EYES FOR A NAP. THIS BEGAN AFTER MY ALEX FEATHER CHILD WAS NOT RETURNED TO ME ON 10/14/2007 AS PROMISED BY IDA CESAREO, JULIA GALPIN AND NICO PAVAN. WELL, JUST READ MY VERY SECOND POST ON PAGE ONE WHERE I GIVE A BRIEF ACCOUNT OF WHAT HAPPENED.
ANYWAY, I'LL BEGIN WITH THE FIRST DREAM WHICH WAS LOVELY BUT STILL ODD. THE FIRST DREAM BEGINS NOW ...
A NICE LADY SAW THREE IMAGES ON THE NET THAT I HAD MADE/CREATED. (IN REALITY, I DID NOT MAKE NOR CREATE THOSE IMAGES. THEY ARE THREE OF THE KAGAYA IMAGES WHICH ARE FOUND IN THE VIDEO "SLEEP SONG" BY SECRET GARDEN THAT I'VE POSTED TO SEVERAL PEOPLE.) THESE ARE THE IMAGES OF A GIRL FLOATING ON WATER LIFTING UP ONE OF HER ARMS, FINGERS GRACEFULLY EXTENDED TOWARDS A HOVERING WHITE BIRD THAT LOOKS LIKE IT'S GOING TO LAND ON HER INDEX FINGER OR ... WELL, HERE ARE THOSE THREE IMAGES THAT THE LADY KNEW I HAD MADE BUT ARE NOT MINE ...
http://i226.photobucket.com/albums/dd291/M...96IPDnPB_ph.jpg
http://i226.photobucket.com/albums/dd291/M...96Jzydji_ph.jpg
http://i226.photobucket.com/albums/dd291/M...96LoGsts_ph.jpg
AND HERE'S THE KAGAYA IMAGE WEBSITE WHICH HAS MANY OTHER IMAGES USED IN THAT AND OTHER VIDEOS ...
http://entertainment.webshots.com/album/549674663wAysHu
I FIND IT INTERESTING THAT THOSE IMAGES ARE TITLED: TRANQUILLY 01, 02 AND 03. THE LADY LOOKED TO BE IN HER MID FIFTIES WITH SHORT BROWN SOFT CURLY HAIR. I'M IN MY MID 50'S WITH JUST SLIGHTLY LONGER BROWN HAIR WITH GRAY. ALSO MY HAIR IS STRAIGHT AND NOT AS THICK BUT WAS AT ONE TIME.
IN MY DREAM, THIS LADY LOCATED MY ADDRESS FROM THOSE IMAGES. SOMEHOW SHE KNEW THAT I SERVE IN ANIMAL RESCUE AND REHABILITATION. APPARENTLY SHE HAD COME ACROSS A BABY BIRD THAT HAD FALLEN OUT OF ITS NEST OR SOMETHING. IT WAS HEALTHY BUT ONLY A COUPLE WEEKS OLD GIVE OR TAKE SO NEEDED TO BE HAND FED, WEANED AND RELEASED.
IT WAS NOT A PARROT BUT PERHAPS A ROBIN CHICK CUZ IT LOOKED A LOT LIKE THIS ...
http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_jZHHRfnq9F8/SQ65...Robin+chick.jpg
MAYBE A BABY SPARROW ...
http://www.dailyencouragement.net/images/baby_sparrow.jpg
NO. THAT'S THE CORRECT SHAPE AND COLOR BUT WRONG BEAK FROM THE CHICK IN MY DREAM.
COULD HAVE BEEN A STARLING CHICK ...
http://farm4.static.flickr.com/3333/353423..._45ee655479.jpg
HMMM ... THAT'S NOT RIGHT EITHER.
COULD EVEN HAVE BEEN A MOURNING DOVE ...
http://www.piedmontbirdclub.org/images/fee...ourningdove.jpg
AHHH, THAT'S MORE LIKE IT. HEY, I DON'T KNOW IF THIS MATTERS BUT MY LATE HUSBAND KENNY RESCUED A BABY MOURNING DOVE MANY YEARS AGO, BROUGHT IT HOME FOR ME TO HAND FEED, TREAT 3 SMALL INJURIES, WEAN AND RELEASE. IT WAS WONDERFUL AND ALL WAS SUCCESSFUL. WELL, THAT LADY WHO I DO NOT KNOW BROUGHT THE CHICK TO ME SO I COULD HAND FEED, WEAN THEN RELEASE IT. THEN I WOKE UP SO I DON'T KNOW WHAT HAPPENED NEXT EXCEPT THAT IT WAS A VERY LOVELY DREAM.
MY 2ND DREAM WAS GAWD AWFUL HORRIBLE!!! I WAS ABLE TO DRIFT BACK OFF FOR SOME SORELY NEEDED REM SLEEP AND SECOND DREAM BEGINS NOW ...
I AM YOUNG. PERHAPS PRETEEN OR EARLY TO MID TEENS. I HAVE A BLACK DOG THAT LOOKS A LOT LIKE MY BUDDY DOG I HAVE NOW.
I'M NOT SURE WHERE I AM BUT IT APPEARS TO BE SOMETHING LIKE THOSE APARTMENT BUILDINGS YOU SEE ON TV WHERE YOU GO FROM ONE DOOR TO THE NEXT AND EACH IS A DIFFERENT APARTMENT. I THINK THE BUILDING IS TWO STORIES HIGH ...
SOMEONE ... PRETTY SURE IT WAS A MAN FROM ANIMAL CONTROL OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT ... COMES AND TAKES MY DOG AWAY FROM ME SAYING HE HAS TO BE EUTHANIZED, PUT TO SLEEP. WHY? I HAVE NO IDEA. I ALSO DO NOT RECALL HAVING A MOM OR DAD IN MY DREAM AND EVEN THOUGH I'M A KID, IT'S AS THOUGH I'M AT MY PRESENT AGE OF 55 IN THOUGHT, BEHAVIOR, PERSONALITY AND SO ON. I BECOME VERY UPSET AND BEG NOT TO HAVE MY DOG TAKEN FROM ME AND KILLED ...
THERE IS ONE MAN WHO IS RESPONSIBLE FOR HAVING MY DOG TAKEN FROM ME AND HE LIVES IN THE SAME APARTMENT BUILDING. HE APPEARS TO BE IN HIS MID TO LATE 40'S WITH BROWN HAIR AND HE'S REALLY ENJOYING SEEING ME SUFFER. DAYS GO BY IN MY DREAM AS I TAKE ALL ACTION I'M ABLE TO SAVE MY DOG SINCE HE'S SCHEDULED TO BE PUT DOWN ON THAT 3RD DAY. OMG!!! I DON'T EAT, DON'T DRINK, DON'T SLEEP IN MY DREAM. I'M A FREAKING MESS!
FINALLY, I TRY BEGGING THIS GUY IN MY APARTMENT BUILDING TO PLEASE TELL THOSE PEOPLE NOT TO KILL MY FUR KID DOGGIE.
I CAN'T RECALL EXACTLY WHAT HE SAID TO ME BUT IT WAS TO THE EFFECT THAT I DESERVED IT AND HAD IT COMING TO ME. WHAT THE HECK? I'D NEVER MET THE GUY BEFORE. HE HAD THIS SUPERIOR, HOLIER THAN THOU, SMIRKING MANNER TOWARDS ME AS I BEGGED, PLEADED, CRIED FOR MY DOG. I BELIEVE I EVEN RECALL HIM SMILING AS HE TALKED TO ME. THAT MAN COULDN'T HAVE CARED LESS AND EXPRESSED HOW MUCH HE WANTED MY DOG KILLED WHILE HE KEPT ON TELLING ME STUFF TO THE EFFECT THAT IT'S ALL MY FAULT, HOW I DESERVE IT, HAVE IT COMING TO ME ...
THIS MAN WAS SITTING ON A SOFA WHICH HAD TWO END TABLES, ONE ON EACH SIDE. I SORT OF RECALL THERE BEING A LAMP ON EACH OF THE END TABLES BUT THAT'S VAGUE. AS WE SPOKE ... MOSTLY HIM TALKING AND ME BEGGING, CRYING, SHAKING ... IT'S ALSO VAGUE ABOUT THE COFFEE TABLE IN FRONT OF THE SOFA BETWEEN WHERE HE SAT AND WHERE I WAS STANDING AS HE TALKED DOWN TO ME.
I FELT SO HELPLESS!!! MY DOG WAS GOING TO BE KILLED FOR NO REASON AND I COULDN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT!!!
I WOKE UP IN SWEATS, BREATHING HEAVILY BUT I DID NOT CRY AS I WOKE FROM THIS GAWD AWFUL HORRIFYING DREAM AROUND 10:45 THIS MORNING. THERE IS GOOD REASON I DIDN'T CRY. ONE DOESN'T NEED TO KNOW WHY BUT I'M NO LONGER ALLOWED TO CRY HARD. NOT FOR ANY REASON. SO, WHAT HAPPENED TO MY DOG IN THAT DREAM? I DON'T KNOW BECAUSE SOMEONE KNOCKED AT MY DOOR IN REAL LIFE AND THAT'S WHAT AWAKENED ME.
THANK YOU ALL VERY MUCH FOR LETTING TALK ABOUT THIS.
MANY BLESSINGS TO YOU AND YOUR FUR AND FEATHER KIDS!!!
ALWAYS,
DOTTIE xoxoxox
PS. PLEASE PARDON ALL TYPOS CUZ DANG. THANKS AGAIN!