Four years since you've been gone. I can hardly believe it my little Hannah girl. I never thought I'd make it without you, nor did I want to for such a long time. Mommy has been busy, but I know you know that because I have sent other little souls to you. I promised I would honor you with the things that I do and I've tried my best. Just lost a little tiny bird today. He wanted to live so, but he was too little. For his courage and strength and determination, I named him Mighy Mouse. You were a mighty mouse too. I buried Mighty Mouse this evening and kissed him and looked to heaven and told him you would be there waiting for him. I love you little girl. I always will. My girl.
I'm awfully tired tonight or I would post in the other forum. I hope it's okay that I am putting this here, but I hope to give some hope for the other grieving moms and dads. I rescued a pregnant mommy two weeks ago and we have 10! puppies, almost two weeks old. They are doing great. I just have to find homes for mom and babes. I have two little love birds that a friend gave me and have 3 little chicks that are doing great. They kicked Mighty Mouse out of the nest several days ago and I hand fed and tried to help him live, but he died today. It broke my heart, but I rocked him in the rocking chair outside and let him feel the warm sunshine and held him in my hands. I kissed his little face and loved him for awhile and even though it hurts so, I loved him for awhile. That is what is important. Love again and keep the love in your heart -- show it to others and let the love live on.
I love you Hannah Boo. God bless all my old friends and all of you. My heart aches for you, but you will learn to love again and to share your love with those who need you so. I know it doesn't feel like it now, but you will.
Marcia