oh baby beaner.

you have been my best friend for nearly ten years now. you and i may be the only ones who truly understand the connection that we had...one that i know we always will have. you will forever be extraordinary and i will find comfort in knowing that you feel better now.

i miss you and will think of you always.
all of my love for all of my days.

*kitty kisses*

I am so sorry to read about your loss. I love your picture of you and your baby gazing into each other's eyes. I had my Little Guy over 16 years so I know the pain of separation and loss. It is so intense that words cannot truly express it. We know our babies are at peace but we want them back...healthy and happy....in our lives.

When you feel ready, tell us about Bradley...stories, photos, anything that shows the good memories....that which cannot be taken away from us.

We do know your pain....it is in us at the loss of our loved one....so how you feel is understood and you can be assured you are not alone in any of your feelings. So many of us are still there, have been there (and it is not something one forgets), and because some have adopted again...we know we will be there again in the future.

One Mom here said it best and it is the perfect thought when the sadness is fresh:
She said: The pain of losing him will never ever be greater than the joy of knowing him.

Take Care and know you are not alone in your feelings and it does help to lessen the pain when it is shared as it is in this forum.

You have come to the right place here where others completely understand the passing of a loved one.

Our furry kids are who we spend our time with. Loving them and nurturing them. They are our closest companion. We understand their language better than we understand most humans. They are an integral part of us and when they pass, it feels as though a part of ourselves have died as well

They are the first thing we think about when we awaken and the last thought before going to bed...if we can sleep at all.

The grief process of healing is very difficult and I struggle with it every day. But if there is one thing I know for sure that is that coming here and sharing my grief as well as my memories have helped me take a few more baby steps toward healing.

It is the sharing, caring, and remembering that helps all of us to help and support each other through a very sad and difficult time.

While my Goliath was alive he always had his eye on me, or was at my heels, or laying by my side. In his death he is always on my mind and forever in my heart.

May you be blessed with comfort and peace of mind.