QUOTE
This is worse than having a pet die, where you can mourn and move on.
Paris, I agree, but I still hope for you, as I have said, many do return, there is for now as much likelihood that Bennet will be found, truly I hope you will know this joy. I have lost my two 13 year old house cats last fall, one to heart disease and the other to diabetes. Both were always free to roam but they always came back ususally in the middle of the night so that I would be pulled from deep sleep when they meowed. I sure miss all this, I know you know what I mean.... We have woods all around us, there are fishers and racoons and skunks all over the place. I have many feral barn cats, I know that skunks and racoons join them to finish off their cat food at night. I have never lost any cats to skunks or racoons, only a few disappeared over the years they were usually small sized about 7 lbs cats. A few years ago, a fisher appeared on my porch!
I saw that it was ill and unstable on its feet, a few hours later I found it dead next to my house. I left it there because I wanted to show what a fisher looks like to a few folks who would be curious, they are a rare sight. When my cat went out he was just as ready to go back inside right after coming up to the dead fisher, this led me to believe he knew how dangerous those beasts are. We are getting more fishers around here, now I know what the strange screams we hear are: on Wikepedia they describe their screams as those of children or cats. Cats are really good at knowing how to stay safe. If you don't hear any such screams at night, that would mean you don't have many fishers where you are, hope so for your Bennet but even if some are around Bennet may come back. I did lose a cat a long time ago, one that didn't come back, I hope he was kidnapped by other folks and got to live a happy life but I will never know what happened to Coo, and I know it's an unnerving feeling, great big hugs to you, be kind to yourself.