So handsome! Thank you all for looking at him. I miss him so much! He certainly thought he was a king.

I remember petting him right before they put him down.....he was so soft..... It hurts so bad I can hardly stand it. I think the worst part is that I was too afraid to be with him in his last moments. Last night, when I found this picture, it was the first time I was able to think about him and not be sad. I remember how he used to love to lay on top of the computer when we lived in our tiny apartment. Once we moved into our house he took up residence on top of the microwave.....such a silly kitty. Does the pain ever go away?