Pumpkin my Mr. P,
I just wanted to tell you how much I truely miss and love you. I wanted to thank you for all you have shown me and given me in the time we had together. It wasn't long enough, not even close, but I hold that time close to my heart. I think about you all the time...I am begining to smile, something I never thought I would do again.
I want to thank you for the gift you sent to me in the form of a little kitten that was in dire need of love and a home. You knew he would be the one that would start to heal my heart...He is a tribute to you for no one could ever take your place. He has helped me be able to sleep again. I have your picture on my nightstand, which I kiss and talk too...Spirit keeps rubbing up against it and playing with your picture. I think he knows you.
I still cant believe your gone, I keep calling Missy, Pumpkin. She misses you so...I cant believe that she is handling Spirit as well as she is. I think she talks to you...the 2 of you always had your little talks.
Rachel, misses you so much, she cant really express it as Daddy and I do, but she started taking her black stuffed kitty cat toy to bed with her, she askes for you in her own way. I tell her you are playing in the sky waiting for us. It makes me cry...When she sees you picture she hugs and kisses it. I miss how you would rub up against her and wrap your tail around her face as you would walk by her. She misses hugging your soft fur...as do I.
You were the best cat anyone could have ever asked for, you were so paitent, you helped me be a mom, you taught me so much....I dont how to thank you for all you have done for me. I am sorry I am rabbling on, but I have so much I want to say to you and you left me so fast I feel like I didnt get the chance to tell or show you. I pray that you know how much I love you. Letting you go was the hardest thing I have ever done in my life, but when you looked at me it was in your eyes..."let me go mom". When I took you to be pts, and you just let me cradle you, I knew you were in so much pain...when the time had come you just drifted away as you put your head down in my hand. You were out of pain, I promised you I would make it stop hurting. You were my child, my best friend and my soul mate. I will miss and love you until we meet again.
Love you always
Mommie