She dies yesterday. She was aging and her demise was quick. We had a whole weekend to say goodbye and now I just want that moment in time back, when I was holding her this weekend.
I miss her so much
SJ J & S
Jun 8 2006, 08:16 AM
Its unbeleivable isnt it, how our lives are turned upside down and our hearts explod in a million pieces.
Cry all the tears you need to cry they are worth their weight in gold the amount of healing they do.
Love Sue
lewis'grandma
Jun 8 2006, 08:55 AM
I lost my baby, Lewis, who was a 15 1/2 year old German- Shepherd mix who loved people. He loved EVERYBODY who came to the house. His arthritis became dibilitating, and tumors were growing. I now feel guilty because I let him go too long. I had him on pain medication. This heart-wrenching hurt is making me sick. The vet said we could spend as long as we wanted with him, but it was hot in there, and I knew he liked it cool, so I had her come in after I told him I was sorry for all my mistakes, and how much I loved him. I kept telling him how much I loved him, and no sooner than the needle was inserted than she looked up, and said, "He's Gone" and I said NO! and ran from the room to my car sobbing. I had to watch them bring him out in his favorite little blanket. I will never forget him, and feel as if my life will never be the same, or that my grief will end. My vet cried too. Thank God she is a compassionate vet, or I would never have made it. My deepest sympathy and love to all of you who are grieving here, because I do truly understand.
Lost My Baby, Lewis, June 5,2006
LittleGirl'sMommy
Jun 28 2006, 10:43 PM
I just read your post. I'm so sorry!! How are you doing now? Moly is ok.. She's in bliss, in a realm where there's no pain or distress of any kind. And when it's your time, you'll be joining her. In the meantime, she wants you to be okay.
Sending you prayers for peace,
Kathy
Daisy's Mommy
Jun 29 2006, 08:42 PM
I understand just how you feel. What wouldn't I give for just another moment with my Daisy.
I am sorry for your terrible loss.
Daisy's Mommy
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