Leon- You are my most favorite. I love you so so much, I worry that you will never know...
I miss you so very much.
I miss your smiling eyes, your sad eyes... your "huh?" little face.
I miss your wiggly butt, your leaning on me, you get me wet after swimming in the river...
I miss those days at the beach- just you and me...and a ball. You being a little thief.
I miss our hikes in Maine- calling your name, trying to find you before going to work at night... you would always hide and run free
I miss our walks all around, your runs up the hills- traveling together. Do you remember our camping trip? It was just you and me, and snow...
I miss our cuddling nights- you were so excited to go to bed, it was our time to hug and hold on to eachother.
I miss your demanding knocks on the door- Your demanding high pitch barks that meant "I want a treat" or "Why don't we play you lazy lazy mama?"
Your papa hurts so bad-- he's sick every night since you've been away...
We miss you so much! 7 years just wasn't enough... but I'm so happy to have had them.
Please forgive me for not being to keep my promise- I thought it would be easy and that you would be well. That you would be back in my arms. I so badly wish I could've saved you. I wish I could just pour all my love into you. You were so good to me.
I love you with all my heart... I am so sorry...
I saw the hummingbird you sent me- he almost touched my nose! Thank you for the little gifts...
Love you so so much!!! -Mama and Papa