I just wanted to say thank you all for replying to my breakdown post, it helped me to know that i am not the only one that feels this way, i have had a good weekend i have been working on a photo album of my babybear progress is slow but im smiling at his picture (after about 30 mins of crying). I also am sponsering a cat cabin with the cats protection league here in england in tribute to babybear, they sent me a news letter yesterday which i made myself read. i was smiling at the end of it because they had stories about cats that have been rescued and how they are getting on now, so i knew then that i had done the right thing it was nice to know that i am making a difference in cats lifes even if i havent got one here with me. I now know that im on the right path and today im smiling but i can feel that tomorrow may be a different story!!!!! I still feel empty and it really hurts but i know that its ok to feel this way, and that one day i will be at peace with what has happened. So once again thank you all, im stong and i will get through this. So love and hugs to everybody and furbabies that are suffering with your losses i am with you all feeling your pain as well and together we can get through this. Im so glad i found this website i dont know what i would have done with out having people that understand how much i loved my babybear. What a rollercoaster this ride is but with you all i know i can do it

babybears mom sara *********XX

I'm so happy that you're feeling better. I think sponsoring the cat cabin is a wonderful thing to do. It's such a heart wrenching thing to lose a pet, I'm glad this resource is here for us all.

Big Hugs!

Hi Sara,
I just wanted you to know that you are doing a very good job. Just keep up the good work. Everything will work out for you just fine.

Take Care/Spooky Mom,
Rubie

Please remember when having your next low times that there is light waiting to shine through.

Love Sue

"I also am sponsering a cat cabin with the cats protection league here in england in tribute to babybear, they sent me a news letter yesterday which i made myself read. i was smiling at the end of it because they had stories about cats that have been rescued and how they are getting on now, so i knew then that i had done the right thing it was nice to know that i am making a difference in cats lifes even if i havent got one here with me."

What a wonderful tribute to your kitty...

I'm so glad to hear you are feeling better. Time really does heal. It never totally takes away the pain, but it does help.