I have truely been doing much better compared to what I was just a few short weeks ago, except for the last couple of days. I think it was abby's mom that posted she was alone for the first time in many years. I to am going through this, I have had a roomate up until a few days ago, this is the first evening in over 9 yrs that I have been completely alone in the evenings with out Moose, the snow has fallen here and he loved to play in it so much because it did'nt come often. But tonight I sure miss his presence, I am sleeping in my bed again....only in the spare room that my roomate moved out of, even though I have come so far I am still working on it. Just another adjustment I guess. Pamela

Dear Pamela,

Thinking of you and sorry to hear that you've been on an emotional roller coaster these past few days. This "journey" will involve ups and downs, unfortunately. Adjusting to any big change, as we all are trying to do is so very difficult. One minute you think you're OK and the next, you're back down again, feeling like you've made no "progress" at all. I think all you can do is "hang in there" and take comfort in the fact that you are NOT ALONE and never will be. You will always have your precious memories of Moose as well as the wonderful people to talk to here at LS.

Take care,

Love,

Lynn

Dear Pamela,

I am experiencing much the same as you. MY beloved fur baby, Klaus, died suddenly, without warning on Wednesday. I am almost 31 years and this is the first time in my life that I do not have a dog to call my own. The last 4 days have been unbearable. My sadness and grief runs so deep that it feels like there is a hole in my soul that will only be replaced when my days are done and I can be with my beloved Klausie again, at the Rainbow Bridge.

You are in my thoughts. If you need to talk, we will all be here for you.

Brett

Oh Pamela, I am so sorry you feel so alone and I know you miss you dear sweet Moose so very much. It is the pits to live without our babies and the love they have given for so many years. You have come so far with your pain since you first started posting and I hope that you will find more healing to come. May God bless and keep you in His arms always in His care.
Love, Ann

Dear Pamela,

I am so sorry you are feeling so alone right now. As you know, I just recently went through a terrible low myself. I thought I had come so far and been doing so good, then suddenly without warning I found myself right back where I started from again. It was so depressing to feel like I hadn't come very far at all. However, it finally passed again and I felt a little stronger. I guess we all must experience these awful emotional highs and lows. It must be part of the healing experiencing.

You know you are in my thoughts and I pray you find peace again.
Cheri