I Still Feel So Sad

my 13yr old cat..buddy died end of july....he threw a clot to his lower limbs and the vet said he could treat buddy, but it would be painful and he may end up lame or paralyzed and he did not recommend treatment ,but to have buddy put down. the vet was very good...he made a house call and buddy was cuddled up in his favorite blanket on my lap when the vet administered the injection. i know it was the right thing to do...but i still feel so sad and miss buddy every day. we still have his brother...smudge, but i feel so lost and sad.