Lost 2 Doggies In Two Months.

Hi, I am new here. I lost my Nibbler who was 6in dec to spleen cancer it came on so suddenly. Nibbler was. Spring spaniel full of life mischievous and a cuddle buddy. He was gone in one day. I was there as he died I was and am so heartbroken. He was so full of, life. Then a month later my 18 yr old blue heeled was put down as he had dementia he was my dog and had loved me and cried with me and looked at me with those big. Rown eyes that looked right into your soul he was an old soul ver dignified. I miss his so much. Then my mother passed away. I miss her terribly. Now my last doggie a chow go.den mix is losing his back legs. He has hip displays ia and the spinal chord is narrowing. He is 10. I have lost my jov so I am home with Him all day it hurts him to get up and down and he can hardly walk cannot wag hi big bushy tail any more I am lost and will be crushed when he goes I am doin all that can be done to make him comfortable. Just seems I cannot bear this. Thanks for listening.