I Wanted To Show You My Baby Girl

I have written some of Cassie's story in my past posts. I will write more about my remarkable angel really soon. I just break down every time I try to write a full tribute. But there is so much that I want to say about my angel. Words could never express my love for her. Thank you all for being so kind and supportive. When (if) I am a little bit stronger, I will share her full story. If you have time, please read my other posts, and I'll share more of my angel when I can stop sobbing non stop. I'm new to computers, and not very good at them, but I am trying to attach a picture of my beautiful girl. If I do it right(i hope) I will post many more. Thank you all for being there. It is helping me reading your stories and knowing you are out there. I hope you can see my beautiful girl's picture.
Love,
Christina
CASSIOPIA, SWEET ANGEL, MOMMY AND DADDY MISS YOU SO MUCH! WE WILL BE TOGETHER AGAIN!!!
In loving memory of my sweet Cassiopia baby, July 22, 1994-October 26, 2004
MOMMY LOVES YOU SO MUCH, ANGEL!!!!!

Thank You All For Being There

These last days have been the hardest and saddest days of my life. But, I know I will get through it. I have a wonderful baby girl who needs her mama very much. I am still hurting very much, and it helps me to read your stories, and it helps to know that there are others out there who have lost their best friends. You all are being so supportive, and I want to say thank you for being there for me during this very painful time. I have so much I want to share with you about my Cassiopia. I hope it is okay for me to continue writing about her. She was so special in so many ways. And, you all seem to understand so much. Thank you to the creator of this site, and to all who contribute. The pain is still so raw right now, but I plan to come back and tell you more about my wonderful Cassie angel, if that's okay? And I would love to hear all about your furry babies. True animal lovers like all of you really understand real love. I hope you don't mind me sharing my angel with you. She was so wonderful! And I'd love to hear all of your stories. I'm still in tears, but with my beautiful baby girl and wonderful people like you I know I will be able to try to work through it, in time.I'll never be the same without my Cassie, though!! I am so glad that I found this wonderful site. Thank you.
Christina
Can anyone tell me how to attach a picture of my angel, so you all can see her? I'm not great with computers!
MAMA LOVES YOU, SWEET CASSIOPIA, AND I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!

Help! I Feel Like I'm Going Crazy!

Is anyone out there? I feel like I'm going crazy!! This hurts so, so much! I miss my Cassiopia angel so, so much! I just don't know how to go on living without her!
Christina

Even My Family Doesn't Understand

Thank you, all of you, for being there for me. Today has been really bad. I feel worse than ever. I keep seeing my Cassie angel, so sick and weak, and I kept telling her that the specialists would get her better. And I let her down so very much! I really thought they could help her. I should have kept my angel at home, with us. The doctors gave up too easily, I think. I knew Cassie was sick, but I didn't know she was as sick as she was. I feel like she lost her will to fight at the hospital. They wouldn't let me take her home. They said she wouldn't make it. My family just doesn't understand. My momsays I'm dwelling. But I feel so empty and lost without my Cassie. You guys understand. Thank you for understanding. I want to post a tribute to Cassiopia and a picture of my beautiful angel, but I just can't stop sobbing right now. If you read my earlier posts, you know a little bit of my baby's story. She was truly remarkable. She was my best friend, my angel, my baby. I just don't know how to live without her. I feel so empty.
Christina

I Feel So Alone

Thank you all for listening. I just don't know what to do. I just called my Mom, who I'm usually so close to, and I just needed someone to talk to. She got annoyed at me for crying and she hung up on me. How come my family doesn't understand? Cassie was my child, and I let her down so much. I can't just say "okay, I'm all better now". I don't know how to live through this. I just need to talk to someone who understands. I feel like I'm going crazy!!