My Beautiful Littlbit

I never thought i would be able to get through this horrible horrible pain on my own, until i stumbled upon the lightning-strike website, ironically, the reason why i typed lightning-strike in my web browser was because i was under the assumption that my beautiful 6 year old yellow lab, "littlebit", was struck by lightning on september 5th, 2004 (my birthday also), and instantly died, i have not been able to handle the pain or even know where to begin, i feel that she is talking to me through you all on this website, because otherwise i would have never found it. I just want to tell everyone one that my beautiful littlebit was my best friend, and i have read some of the other testimonials, and i am feeling kind of selfish also, i also have 3 kids who aren't taking it good at all, but somehow they are coping, i don't know how, i can't even look at the tv that much anymore without seeing commercials, i instantly see her, how do i begin the healing process, i feel like my heart has been ripped right out of my chest, the tears don't stop, where do i go from here? Thank you to the wonderful person who founded this website, because of you i feel like i am a lot closer to my littlebit more that since she's been gone. Rest in peace my little houndie, mommy loves you soooo much. LittleBit- August 16, 1998-September 5, 2004.
my pain will go on forever,
sherry