Update From Misty's Mum

Hi everyone,

Its been awhile since I last posted, I have been busy giving birth to my second daughter and forth babie, lol she is now 7 weeks old so life is very busy but I still have time to continue to think of Misty, and still miss greatly. I never got anymore signs or visits from her I guess she thought it was best to only give the couple she did...I still go to the garden and look at her flowers and think of her...really I'm always thinking of her I still have her picture on my computer and I have a plague made up that was for the garden but I keep it here so I can look at it all the time (I spend more time on here I think lol) Its been 4 months now and I guess you could say its easier now and I've accepted the fact that indeed she is gone but still in the back of my mind there is that part that says she's still here

I hope you have all been well I haven't read any posts so not sure what has been happening, hugs and kissies to those of resent and past losses and how are our two little kittens going Jennifer?

Hope you are all doing well
Love Caroline...

For Misty

On Monday, 15th I was in the shower when my husband came in and said he had some bad news for me.....The lady accross the road just knocked on the door to tell us one of our cats had just been hit by a car...It was my Misty, in the minutes, hours, days that have followed I have felt my heart been torn in two..The first three days have been filled with tears and not just rolling down the face tears, very emotional tears as I haven't been able to believe my girl is gone...Yesterday was probably my best day if you can call it that, and I didn't cry all day until the afternoon and the memories of the 15th became fresh in my mind once again...Today has been really good as I got to make her part of the garden in memorie with flowers etc....I feel good in myself that I now have a special place that is hers and for me to see ever day like she is still here with me....I miss her so much and I'm trying to come to terms with the "yes she is gone" but its hard, I feel guilty that I'm not crying as much and that maybe I don't care anymore but I do....She was the best cat you could ever own, everyone loved her we got her eight years ago she was born on December 1st, 1995...we had no kids than and she was my baby. We traveled around to different towns over the years she even did two 15 hour road trips sitting behind us in the car.....We finally made our home here and have been here for 6 years now....I know all her favouite sleeping places and often go around seeing if she's there in hope it was all a bad dream...But its not and no she isn't there I was lucky not to see her after the accident and my husband had picked her up, I never did see her that morning as my husband let them out for the day so I hold on to memories I have inside and those photo's that I wish I had more of, I guess you never can have enough do you....So as the days and weeks go on without my little girl, I guess I can watch her garden grow as if its her growing along side of me and just remember all those times I did have with her and be glad that I had the chance of knowing and loving the best cat, My Misty Mountain....I will love you forever....

Misty ~ 1.12.1995 to 15.12.2003