Goodbye Spunky Girl

3/16/06
About 2 1/2 hours ago, I took my cat Spunky to the vet. She passed away today, unfortunately, while I was out.
I feel horrible about her being alone when she died. I am so sorry about that.
As I cried, I kept saying to her that I was sorry that she was alone.
She is now with her sister, who we lost a year ago last November.
We have no cats in the house now.
I left the towel and the clothes basket that I took her to the vet in, at the vet. I coudn't bring them home.
I have all of her stuff around the house and I don't want to move it.
I can't look at the spot where I found her without breaking down.
I feel so bad about her being alone.

Spunky, baby, Mommy is so sorry that you died alone. Love you sweetie.


Thanks for listening.

Janice
Mittens and Spunky's Mom

Mittens Is Gone

Please, I just want to tell someone who will understand what i am feeling.
Last night, my husband and I had to make the choice to put our cat to sleep. Mittens had been in very poor shape for the last day and a half. She was on oxygen most of teh time. She only had fifty percent lung capacity, possibly do to Emphasema. The vet had her in this aquarium while they were giving her oxygen. I got to pet her a little, but most of the day yesterday she was eclosed in the tank and I couldn't touch her. My husband met me there after he finished work, I had wanted him to see her and be there with me for the toughest decision of my life. They had her on all kinds of medication and I don't think she even knew that we were there with her. That hurts so much. I can't stop crying. Her sister is still with us and it is hard to look at her without being reminded of Mittens. I am not alone, am I?
Janice